lost - the fosters

apologies

"which he has, and in reality to it I've tried to hurt myself."

"listen, you don't have to be scared anymore. you can stay here, like we said as long as you need. as long as it takes to find yourself again." lena said.

"now riley, your name is roseanne?" stef asked.

"ah yes that's my ah full name, but I prefer riley." i said back, nervous.

"well both names are quite beautiful." she said back.

i smiled.

"may someone now tell me what happened in the bathroom?" lena asked.

callie looked at me.

"ah, i was going to take my medication, and i had them all out on my hand and callie walked into the bathroom, which scared me and caused them to spill everywhere. and she was accusing me of still not taking my medication and i got angry and pushed her a little."

"i love the fact that you forgot to say that you were accusing me of having sex with all my foster brothers." callie snapped back.

"listen, no matter what happened, we have a no violence rule here and if you -

stef was saying as she looked at me.

can't follow those rules you're going to have -"

"go back home, i know. im sorry -

i interrupted.

and callie im sorry for accusing you of something i know you didn't do. i know liam was the one, you know and i don't even know brandon. so im sorry."

callie did a fake smile.

and then she hugged me.

the first time ever, callie hugged me.

"it's okay." she whispered and then looked at her moms.

they smiled.

i smiled. 

for a moment, i was actually happy. i had forgotten what that had felt like. but i freaking loved the feeling.

but i had a feeling that was going to change, again.