5sos Imagines(Everything)

Tired, Angry, and Stressed.-y/n

Finally! a y/n! I really hope you guys enjoy this.

   You and your band Rebels Playground, that consists of [your best friends, but ill give them a name] Sara, Mikayla, and Ashley. Are trying to do a collab but does all the stress your under become to much? READ!

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We are sitting in the recording studio with the boys of 5 seconds of summer, one of them consisting my loving boyfriend of a year Luke.

Today is just one of those bad days for everyone, especially my band, especially me. I am so tired with everything I am trying to do. I am going to propose to Luke. Girl Power! But anyways I have been up for the past three days planning. So i am so tired. And with my anxiety acting up, my meds aren't in so i have been extra irritable. I am staring at my notepad. Everyone thinks i am writing ideas but i am writing things i could do for the proposal. I just stare as i slightly start to doze off ''Do you like the Luke's idea?" Ash and Ashton ask ''yea it fine'' i say and i yawn. I go back to my note pad

''its just fine?'' Luke asked

''Wait did you here the idea?" Michael asks ''No i was doing something'' i say which isn't a lie

''So you weren't listening?'' Luke says he then, i didn't tell him about my med problem btw ''you never listen''

''Luke can you not be so sensitive right now, i am just tired'' i snapped

''And can you not be rude for a day''

''Really Luke? cause i fucking guarantee...'' i say then Sara cuts me off and says ''Don't finish, bite your tongue''

''You know what i am so sick of you constant rudeness lately. I am done'' he stands up 

''What the fuck do you mean your done?" i ask

''I am done. I don't think we can be if this is how it is. Goodbye'' he then rushes out of the room. My face hardens, i refuse to cry. I am then being yelled at by Calum ''Do you even care? What the hell? Are you going to go after him?'' ''Of course she cares'' Mikayla says ''She's not even crying'' Michael says. Sara gives a look at them then bends down in front of me and says ''Its okay, put a whole through the barrier and let go'' i sternly nod as my eyes start to water ''What's she doing'' Ashton says ''She's telling her its okay to cry'' ''Do it'' Sara says to me. And i let go. I throw the notepad at Cal and it says. Things to do to propose. They look at each other with shocked faces  Mikayla explains the whole proposal and how I've been staying up and the med situation ''Are you going to go after him'' i am still on the floor crying hard and i say ''There's no point that's how he feels. He doesn't need me, there is someone better'' i say ''He needs you so much'' Cal says i just shake my head and i hold my breath but i am crying so it doesn't work but i start to see spots, i mean i have been crying for the past 45 minutes. I then see blackness...

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I don't know if i am going to do a continuation or not. I might. Either next chapter or after that.