My Poems

Everywhere

How can you manage
To crawl into
My every thought?

You possess me,
Controlling even
The deepest
And the darkest
Parts of my mind.

You're everywhere:
In my dreams -
During the day and the night -
In my writings,

And in my whole world.
You're standing still in my life,
For the time being...

I'm afraid you'll give up,
Run and just leave,
Out of your right mind,
Or worse
You'll finally stop
looking for the good
And see the beast inside me
That I've been dealing with.
Eventually you will.

Later I'll find myself
Apart from you.
You'll be living your dreams
With someone better
For you than me,
And I'll be stuck in this
Same old town
We live in now.