My Poems

you confliction

my heart aches
when you are far,
and it aches even more
when you are near;
standing there before me,
yet just out of reach.

it is as though there is a glass wall
between us.
i cannot touch you.
i cannot hear you.
nor you me.
i cannot see you;
the glass is too hazy,
but i know you are still there.

your presence lingers
when you are closer,
but how come it can become stronger
when you are gone?

this pull between us,
a heartstring linking you and i,
keeps me together.
yet, it is also the one thing
tearing me apart.

this never ending torment
makes it harder to think
about you
when you're constantly
on my mind.
it seems like i want you to leave,
but i do not.
i absolutely need you stay.

i have no idea
what i would do without you.

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i would be nothing without you,
but now i am nothing still,
as i wait for you
to rejoin me here,
in this empty house.

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these feelings are conflicting,
i do not know what i am thinking,
and my heart is still sinking...

when will this pain end?
what will soothe this agony?

the answer is you;
only you can kiss away the pain;
only you can halt this suffering.

this promise we keep,
an oath we made
oh so long ago,
when we knew nothing then of
what it is like now,
just might be
the death of me.

but i know you will be there
by my side to revive me...