Choke me » Joshler/tysh

8• Sometimes quiet is...frisky

Tyler's pov

I sat myself down on a seat at an empty table in the corner of the silent library.
It was my free period and I was going to use this time to study.
I organised my belongings in front of me as I got myself comfortable.

I opened up my text booked to the correct chapter and slipped out my glasses from my pocket, gently putting them on and looking down to see the small writing become clearer.
I looked up briefly to better help my eyes adjust to the glasses when I caught sight of someone sprawled out carelessly on the sofa on the other side of the room. A blurry someone that is. But I could still tell who it was all the same.
I moved my glasses down to the tip of my nose so I could look above them and get a better look.
I was indeed correct upon my recognition of josh.
He was aimlessly staring up at the ceiling looking neither bored nor entertained, just content with having no engagements.

I've been trying to get him out of my head all day, and all last night for that matter, but let's not get into the particulars of what he was doing in my head during the night.

Ever since his little time at my house the other afternoon I haven't been able to get myself to stop having thoughts of him. Which is entirely his fault, he knows full well what he's doing to me, you can see it in that devilish smirk he always wears.

I let myself ponder on him for too long because I start enjoying the thoughts too much and as we all know that's not good when you're of the male species.

Why has he got to be like that though, and why do I have to enjoy it so god damn much.
He's making it incredibly hard not to be gay.
Oh how I want to do gay things with him though.
Let's not bring up that I still drool over the memory of what he did to me in the boys bathroom.

I quickly pushed my glasses back up and looked down at my text book.

Okay focus tyler, focus on studying.
You need to keep on top of your education.
Not..not on that hot guy over there...

I subconsciously started chewing a little on the sleeve of my school cardigan as I found myself looking up at josh again.

No stop. Enough now.

I nodded to myself and began starting my work.
Which only lasted ten minutes mind you before I got agonisingly frustrated with myself and the fact that I couldn't bring myself to concentrate on my work with josh just across the room. I caught myself drifting away from studying to get a glimpse of him multiple times, my glasses slowly slipping down my nose as I sat there completely checking him out whilst replaying yesterday afternoon in my head.

I scrunched my eyes and pouted as I pulled my glasses off and dropped my head down onto my text book just wanting to fall asleep.

"Well you cant go and announce that you're straight and proceed to stare at me profusely with drool hanging out of your mouth." I heard his voice come from directly in front of me.

Oh dear lord.

I slowly raised my head to look up at him, my mouth already beginning to salivate.

"If you want to kiss me again then you have a ticket to do so." He said openly as he rested both his hands down on the table.

Well he wastes no time in getting to the point does he?

I gulped before attempting to speak, giving a forced faint laugh.

"Yeah no that's not going to be happening again...ANdd besides, I didn't kiss you." I told him with my eyebrows raised in that superior manner, he too raised his eyebrows but it was more in the sarcastic oh really? kind of way.