Rarely Taylor was afraid, but during that adventure she had ended up shaking too many times -at that moment she felt her hands tremble and the magic run through her veins like something called her. Alexander had been wounded. - "That's not possible! Nothing can get through the wards" - the girl started to stutter, while Clary was returning. - "It had Seelie blood with angel properties" - Jace tried to explain by looking into the void, he was also definitely concerned about the health of his parabatai. Taylor was afraid to ask the question that's been haunting her mind – "He... Is he..." - the girl started to feel warm and the air became overwhelming like that night in the Pandemonium. She could not afford to have another panic attack. - "Hodge killed it, he's hurt, but he's alive" - Taylor rested a hand on her heart, feeling it beating over the fabric of the dress she wore. Alec was alive.
- "Alec's injured, we've got to go" - Jace told Clary to inform her of the last event - "I can't, you know I can't! Simon's in danger... " - the red head tried to make them understand – "So what about Alexander?" – Taylor interrupted Clary with her blue eyes - "It's not safe out here, Clary" -Jace seconded Taylor.
- "Okay, did you forget how the single-handedly battled to Shax demon to protect the Cup?" -Clary answered confidently - "And Taylor will definitely come with me" - she added with confidence. She would have been right, except that Taylor could not think of anything else except that boy with green eyes and dark hair. The girl had made the promise to protect Clarissa, but after everything that had happened, it looked like she was there for another reason... that maybe he really was her destiny? So Taylor approached Clary to be able to explain how she felt, despite that conversation would make her feel highly uncomfortable -"Clarissa... I'd love to help, I know I made a promise, but I wouldn't be focused... I hate feeling this way, but..." - Clarissa laid a finger on her lips - "It's fine, I'm sorry that I even asked you to, call me and let me know how is he... and how are you" - the blonde nodded gratefully and left on the sidelines Jace and Clary.
- "Jace, we should go" - Taylor said looking finally at them, then she blushed because the two were sharing a kiss - "I'm coming" - Jace replied.
- "Break her heart and I'm going to break your legs" - Taylor said and Jace grinned, he took those words as her blessing.
- "He's going to be fine" – Taylor sighed, her hands still trembled.
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The situation worsened when, entered the Institute, Taylor and Jace heard the screams of Alec. The two blond came near his room, but only Jace had the courage to enter. Taylor remained attached to the wall, one hand on the lips to hold any sigh and her eyes closed so she didn't have to watch anything. - "Taylor?" - Isabelle left the room and touched her shoulder - "Isabelle..." - the blonde opened her eyes, lying in front of the young brunette - "You should enter, he'd love to see you" - she smiled at her still shaken up and Taylor was tempted to follow that advice, but her feet were still on the ground.
When the two girls heard a second groan from Alec, Taylor realized that there was also present another person, their father, so she stepped back and ran away. Isabelle followed her with concern, thinking something else happened between the two, that maybe his brother had revealed the plan of their family and about the marriage. - "Isabelle, go away!" - the brunette had never heard Taylor's voice so broken, on the verge of tears - "Taylor, what happened?" -
- "Your brother... that's what happened" – Taylor slipped her hands in her hair, they were in her room and no one dared to turn on the light, in the dark tell the truth is easier - "What does it mean? Did he do something?" - Isabelle tried to extort as much information as possible, not wanting to say the wrong thing - "I'm not used to have feelings... I abandoned Clarissa to see him, to know that he is alive... I should protect her and here I am, my heart is beating so loud that you can hear in your ears... my hands are sweating and my voice sounds awful!" - but Isabelle still didn't understand why feel those emotions was wrong - "What's wrong with that, my dear?" - she sat next to the blonde and drew back the hair from her face still facing down.

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Teen Fiction"How do you turn off your emotions? How can you live if the only person you ever loved will never feel the same for you?" "I don't" "What?" "I don't live" » In wich Taylor Bane keeps telling herself that she will never love someone else, until she d...