Lily's POV
Even though I knew absolutely nothing about kissing, I knew Cry and I's lips together were like two puzzle pieces finally coming together, making the perfect fit...Oh, and the feeling was...it was absolutely amazing. The emotion swept me off my feet and left me utterly dazed. I also loved how I felt over the clouds, soaring way above with no one to disturb. It felt so right.
But sadly, the moment had to come to an end since I'm human and need oxygen. I pulled back gently, breathless. Both of us were gasping slightly for rich air, which was the only sound filling the dead silent room.
"Cry, that was...." I spoke, looking to his twiddling thumbs. "A mistake?" He asked, afraid of my answer. I shook my head softly. "The best first kiss. Thank you, Cry." I whispered.
He smiled and leaned in once again. "May I do it again?" He asked, voice deepening slightly. I shivered and nodded, feeling his lips connect to mine in a softer kiss. My lips moved with his before pulling them back after realizing something.
"Cry?"
"Yeah?"
"We're still recording...." I giggled. He groaned and moved away from me. I felt cold from the loss of contact, but I didn't say anything as the man next to me mumbled and began a new game. "Wait, Cry?" I said, moving closer to him. He turned his head and stared at me, but the action was being done by the two black dots. "Hmm?" He asked.
I exhaled deeply, afraid of the words I was about to spit out. "A-are we a thing, now?" I asked, not daring to look at Cry. I would've loved if he said yes. Yes to our ship name, yes to me kissing and hugging him, yes to no more friendship boundaries. Just...yes.
"Well, that depends...." He said, pausing the recording and game. His whole body turned to face me and my breath hitched in my throat as he took hold of my hands.
"Lily. Ever since I saw you, I knew I felt something for you. Admiration? Love? I didn't know, but whatever it was I denied and pushed it away-"
He felt it too...
"-More time passed with and without you and I realized that I can't bear a whole day without you. Then did I realize my feelings for you, but I was so scared. Scared to let you know so much about me, but you proved me wrong. You didn't judge me and I love that about you. In fact, I love everything about you, so Lily..." I sniffled and wiped my tears away as his hands moved up to behind his head....where his mask strings lay. My eyes widened as Cry heaved a sigh and slowly loosened them.
The air for me seemed harder to breathe, the mask falling every so slightly. Am I ready to see his face? It's like my life's dream to see it, but I didn't want him to feel the need to reveal it so soon. "Cry, y-you don't have to, you know? I don't mind.." I spoke with a slight stutter, my lungs forgetting how to breathe for a few moments.
Cry softly shook his head, the poker face mask nearly falling. "No...I want to."
I merely nodded my head as he continued until his mask fell to his lap. I followed it, nervousness built up as to what I might find. I sighed deeply and forced my head to look, to see what not many has ever seen before. And quite frankly, I was shocked what I found. He was so...handsome.
His cerulean blue/green eyes stared into mine, holding a somewhat fear. The straight oak colored hair falling over his forehead seemed soft to touch. The only thing I would consider a flaw, a beautiful flaw more like, was the scar starting at the top of his right brow and ending at his left cheek. Already having seen his lips and nose it didn't surprise me, but seeing everything together made the YouTuber before me perfect.
Cry didn't even wait for a reaction from me, which I was grateful for since I was still speechless, and he asked that heart-dropping question. "Lily Elizabeth Sweet, will you be my girlfriend?"
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FanfictionLily was your typical and average girl, going through each day of her life with nothing interesting to be excited about; except for the fact that her parents are the owners of a pizza place in Florida and she has to work as one of the pizza delivere...