Torn. (Pewdiepie and Cry FanFiction)

Chapter 30

(Ah, I can already hear the crying of fangirls all over the world. >:3 -Em ._.)

Cry's POV

I then watched the front door slam shut, the house shaking slightly in response to the action. My mind couldn't seem to process what just happened no matter how hard I tried, I was frozen in place.

This didn't seem like reality, it felt like a dream almost; like I wasn't actually living it. But, my mind soon caught up with reality, and I snapped out of it, realizing that the love of my life just walked out and that this is really happening. "W-Wait! Lily!" I called even though it was pointless because of the door, but that didn't stop me. 'Lily!' I thought frantically. 'She still might be here!'

"Lily!" I called again, forcing my jello legs to make a break for the door, and thankfully they obeyed. In a matter of seconds, I was in front of the door and my hand lay atop the knob, but I felt someone grab my other arm, pulling me back and away from my opportunity to gain my girlfriend back.

"Marzia! Fucking let go!" I hollered as I struggled against her surprisingly strong grip. "You just ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I...I need to fix it! Let go!" But, despite my pleas and struggles, Marzia's strong hold remained and she even let a sigh, as if my thrashes didn't affect her petite figure in any way. "Cry, I was trying to help you." She said and my heart ached, rage beginning to build as I looked back to see her. And even through water-filled eyes, I saw a look of pity on her face.

"What are you talking about?!" I shouted, enraged. "She was everything to me, my entire world! How on Earth do you think you're helping by taking that away from me?!"

"Because she never loved you back, Cry!" Marzia shouted back and I instantly stopped struggling, her words hitting me like a ton of bricks and knocking my breath away. "W-What...?" I asked incredulously; hot tears piling up within my eyes and spilling over. "That...That's not true! She loved me just as much as I loved her!" I yelled, not wanting to believe such words, but Marzia's look of pity didn't waver in the slightest, which caused the ache within me to grow.

"No, Cry." She said, looking up at my face. "She's...She's been cheating on you with Pewds."

I looked back at her with wide eyes, my head shaking violently. "No! You're lying! My best friend would never do that to me!" I defended, but doubt quickly flooded into me, my eyes widening even more. 'He wouldn't. Would he...?' I thought, guilt tugging at my heart for even thinking such a thing, but what was I supposed to think? What if everything she was saying was actually true...?

Marzia frowned at my words and shook her head in disappointment. "Cry, why do you think I left him? He's been so distant with me lately. All he's been doing is staying locked up in his recording room, talking away his free time with Lily." She said and I merely stood there, staring at her blurry figure in disbelief. "I'm really sorry, Cry. I really am." She gave another frown and I heaved a shaky sigh.

My legs felt like useless pieces of jello and they were giving out quickly. I slowly sat down, the couch sinking into itself with my weight; and I was holding back the choked sobs that were crawling up my throat as I held my hand within my trembling hands.

(Just saying, this part might be a bit inappropriate to some people, just warning you now. :P)

"Fuck..." I whispered breathlessly, feeling the warm tears continuing to drip down my face one-by-one. "H-How could I have not seen it? My best friend..." A sob broke free and fell past my lips. "Lily..."

My sobs then grew louder, drowning out my loud thoughts and the burning pain of my heart being shredded and thrown against my rib cage. I almost didn't hear a sigh and the footsteps that followed soon after it. I then felt hands grab my arms, forcing me to look up.