Torn. (Pewdiepie and Cry FanFiction)

Chapter 8

*Please read Authors Note at end*

Lily's POV

My house door slammed closed behind me. Out of breathe, I rested my palms on my knees and bent forward a bit to fill my air-deprived lungs. Why was I so out of breathe? One was for the reason that I wanted to be here as fast as I can. Two was because I kissed Cry.....on the cheek. I puffed out a breath of air as reality hit me. Me, Lily Sweet, has just kissed Cry on the cheek. Even if it was just on the cheek, do you know how much courage that took for me? Me, as in a socially awkward nerd girl who never got any sort of attention whatsoever. Well, it took more courage than a bus load full of it.

A sigh tumbled out of my mouth as I stretched out of my position and let out baby dinosaur noises. (Imagine how cute those sound ^-^) "Mom? Dad?" I called out. I walked into the kitchen to see nothing out of the ordinary. I checked everywhere, the living room, their room, my room, and the bathroom. Nothing. The silence was killing me, I had to find something! Groans of frustration slipped out as I sat on the couch in front of the moderate-sized tv in the living room. After some contemplating, I went to check again to see if I missed something.

I nearly face-palmed myself as I saw a note taped to the fridge. Mutters of stupidity insults towards me can be heard as I read the note to myself.

'Dear Lily,

Me and your father are out to buy some groceries for dinner once we get home. Remember, lock everything and always have a baseball bat with you. I'm joking sweetie, but, really, please be safe until we get home. You can watch Youtube or tv, it's up to you. Well that's it.

Be safe,

Mom and Dad

P.S. Scare us like that again, you'll be grounded for eternity :)'

Gee thanks, Mom. I'm definitely feeling the love.

I sighed as I realized I'm probably going to be alone for a while. Since my mom is grocery shopping, that takes a lifetime to do. You may think I'm over exaggerating, but you see. Every time my mom goes shopping, she has to look at the clearance or on sale items then that leads to her using many of her accumulated coupons.

Worst two hours of my life. (That is actually my mom I'm describing right now........not fun)

But she was still my mom and I love her just the way she is. I smiled slighlty at the memories of us shopping while I prepared for my alone time. My laptop started up and immediately opened to Youtube as I prepared a snack to munch on.Sliced apples with creamy peanut butter. (Leave a comment telling me which type of peanut butter you like. I would love to know!) Once my snack was finished, I scurried up the steps to my room and changed into a comfy pair of pajamas and threw me hair into a messy ponytail. I hurried down the steps back to the couch where everything was ready. The set up beckoned me to sit and enjoy the hour and a half I have. 'New video from Cryoatic' my laptop notified. I smiled as I grabbed my plate and hit 'play.'

*After ten minutes*

I screamed as I desperately tried to cover my screen, resulting in my empty plate falling onto my lap. It was near the end of the video when this monstrosity of a jumpscare happened. Jesus, atleast warn me Cry. I pouted as the video drew to a close and I shut off my overheated laptop. I set the poor thing aside as I began cleaning up the minor mess I made. During my cleaning, my mind drifted off to Cry and that kiss. What did he feel afterward? Did he feel the same nervousness and butterflies? Did he.....like it? I shook my head at the last thought. Probably not, but I guess I'll never know.

I sighed as I set down the peanut butter smeared plate in the sink and began washing it. The front door creaked open making me freeze on the spot. You're being ridiculous Lily, my mind said dully as if it was tired of my constant worry. 'It's probably your parents.'

Yeah, that's what everyone else thinks in the movies, I retorted as I turned around. The sound of rustling and foot steps made my heart speed up even more. Perspiration could be seen slightly on my forehead as my feet took me to the front door. Okay on the count of three. One, two, three! I swung open the door. My parents were struggling with bags as they desperately tried to open the door further than what they've pushed it. I told you, my mind said smugly. I rolled my eyes and gave a slight chuckle at the sight in front of me. "Lily Elizabeth Sweet, help us with these bags this instant!" She yelled as if she wasn't crying over my disappearance recently. "Nice to see you too." I muttered grabbing a few bags and scurring inside to drop them off. Once we managed to get all of it inside my mom clapped her hands. "Okay it's cooking time!" She declared shooeing both me and my dad away. I grumbled as I sat next my dad who was watching a nature documemntary. Kill me now.

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(Here is Pewds reaction to Cry's face since @Stephano_is_God wanted to see. XD)

*Earlier*

Pewdiepie's POV (Or Felix, I'm not all that sure which to use)

Cry's hands slowly raise his hands to back of his head where, I'm guessing, the strings of his mask lay. 'Wait, he's really doing this?' I questioned myself as Cry took a deep sigh before continuing. Right before his mask could fall, I turned my head. Sure, I wanted to see my bestfriend's face, but at the same time I don't. It will end all the questioing, wondering, the magic of not knowing. I shook my head at myself. Of course I wanted to see his face, he is trusting me so much as to show his face to me. My head turned to see his face. I was slightly surprised at what I found.

Deep cerulean blue eyes with a hint of green stared back at my soft blue colored eyes. His complexion was very great except the minor blemishes here there, his straight oak-colored hair covered most of his forehead and eyes, and his nose and lips were placed on his face perfectly, but the only thing that really caught my attention was a scar. The scar was faded but still visible and it started on the top of his right brow to the middle of his left cheek. But it didn't matter, he was still my bestfriend afterall. I smiled. "So this is what has been hiding behind my bestfriends mask, eh?" I asked, slightly teasing so he won't feel comfortable. He blushed and nodded sheepishly. I chuckled before thanking him for truting me. "Don't worry about it, Pewds."

"That's my line!' I yelled playfully as he erupted into a fit of laughter. I smiled. Atleast he wasn't uncomfortable or regretful right now. "Oh, god." He chuckled before wiping away tears. "I gotta go now Pewds, Broday?"

"Everyday." We brofisted and afterwards logging off. "Hey, Pewds." I heard Marzia say as she entered my recording room. "Yeah?" I spun around in my chair to face her. "Try this." She giggled holding out a brown cookie. I took one and bit into it while looking at the camera she was holding. "It's delicous! Twelve out of ten dolphins!" I yelled enthusiastically on purpose, making Marzia giggle before shutting off her camera.

"How are you, Felix?" She asked sitting on my lap and brushing away a few strands of my hair away from my eyes. A content sigh escaped my lips as I rubbed my head deeper into her touch. "I'm good, guess what?" "What?" She asked with slight curiosity in her eyes. "Cry showed me his face." I said still a bit shocked at what I found underneath. "Really?!" She yelled a little too loud. "Yeah." I answered slightly baffled at her reaction. "That's good that he trusts you that much to show you his face." She pointed out. I knew she noticed her strange outburst as well. I shrugged it off as I relaxed and played with her hair. "I love you, Marzia."

"I love you too, Pewds." She replied before kissing me.

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Hey readers! :D

So, you're probably wondering why this Authors Note is so important, am I correct? First, we are so close to 400 reads and it's mind boggling to me. Thank you guys so much! Lastly, what do you guys think of me creating a Pewdiecry book?

*BROFIST* and *CRYFIVE*

-Em ._.

P.S. I'm sorry if this chapter seems rushed. I wanted to get this out as soon as possible. :)