Torn. (Pewdiepie and Cry FanFiction)

Chapter 14

Pewdiepie's POV

*4 days later*

I groaned as my headphones ''slid'' off for the twentieth time this hour. "Edgar and Maya," I sighed, grabbing them and releasing them onto the floor. You see, my original plan was to edit the last video of Beyond Two Souls comfortably on the couch, but I was only able to edit ten minutes of the forty minute video due to the two pugs who apparently joined together to annoy the absolute hell out of me. Well, it wasn't entirely their fault for me being stressed and not able to focus. Throughout these four days, I've noticed myself watching Cry and Giggles videos over and over and over again. I often found myself daydreaming of the mystery girl at times as well, but my mind couldn't help it. It was as if it was programmed to do it, but as soon as I was able to catch myself, I would scold and move on, just to repeat the process later.

A sigh scaped my lips as I set my legs onto the coffe table and slid my laptop to the far end of the couch. The two pugs waddled back into the room and hopped next to my body. They immediately cuddled with me and moments later, soft snores filled the room. So much for finishing the series.......

Marzia then walked in looking as beautiful as ever in jean shorts and an over-sized sweater. I faked a smile and motioned for her to sit on my lap. My heart broke as she did so with caution of the two pugs and snuggled into me, totally oblivious to the war occuring in my mind...and heart. For example, if someone were to ask me if I was for sure, one-hundred percent in love with Marzia before these days passed I would've said yes in a heartbeat, but now I would say fifty percent.

Marzia peered up to me, her eyes shining with the dim light flooding in through the window. "How's the editing going?" She asked. "I'm ten percent done.." I sighed as Marzia's eyes glazed in confusion. "What? You never take this much time to edit a video....Felix, what's on your mind? You haven't been your self lately and it's starting to worry me." She spoke with pure concern as she hugged me even tighter. I genuinely smiled at her kindness as I hugged her back, smelling that scent of lavender. "Thanks for thinking of me, you're such an awesome girlfriend. But to answer your question of what's on my mind, it's just Youtube you know? I guess with me growing I have way more demands than I could fufill, but it's my job.'' I said as Marzia nodded in agreement. "I know sweetie, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here." She smiled as she kissed me softly.

I kissed back, but the thought of Giggles nagged me at the back of my mind. I really wanted to tell Marzia, I honestly did. I wanted to not just be honest with her, but also with myself. As much as I wanted to deny it, we were going to have a major problem here, all because of my carelessness...

Then the girl who's heart I held pulled back. "I love you, Felix." She whispered. I was about to do it. I was about to spill my whole mind and heart out with that wide stare of hers, but instead, I swallowed it and whispered back:

"I love you too."
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Lily's POV

*Also four days later*

"Cry, what in the world are you doing?" I giggled. Cry laughed back and continued making his character dance crazily, only causing me to laugh even harder.

It was pretty cold outside and inside, but that didn't stop Cry and I. We embraced the icy winds by gathering a bunch of blankets and snacks and literally spent the whole day on his couch, which my parents were actually okay with since they saw how happy I was with Cry. Geez, am I that obvious with my feelings?

"Guys, Cry is drunk." I laughed into the camera as Cry agreed with a vigorous nod. Oh yeah, did I mention that Cry and I were a hit? Apparently, the teardrops loved the idea of a new shipping to YouTube and begged us to make more videos, to which I blushed and agreed. So these four days were filled with junk food and hours of editing, other than the fact that we met an older woman who is basically a second mother to the both of us. We met her at the shop Cry took me on the night of out first planned sleepover. Supposedly, she's the manager and fell in love with us the minute she saw us together.

*Flashback* (A very long one)

I wandered the candy aisles, searching for Cry since he literally disappeared from my side. The light shone through the windows, as it was daytime, and birghtened the huge store causing everything to look more enticising, but I had a mission to do.

My brows furrowed as I continued looking, even noting my stupidity of looking under the small bags of treats. I sighed in annoyance, finally giving up and turned around, but to only be face-to-mask with Cry. A yelp escaped my lips as my hand desperately tried to calm my racing heart. "Cry!" I whined, smacking his shoulder. He reacted with a fit of laugher at my pouting face. "I'm...sorry,"He said while giving an out of breath sigh and wiping his eyes. "I thought you might like this." Cry then held up a bag of candy. My eyes widened. "Gummy Koalas!" I gasped, grabbing the bag. (If you get this reference, I love you XD) Cry smiled at the glow in my eyes before notifying me that he'll be looking for some candy and to meet him at the front.

I nodded and watched his figure walk and turn a corner, disappearing. Deciding to get more tea, I walked to a different aisle and saw an old woman sweeping with a little difficulty. "Hello, would you like help?" I asked as the woman stopped and smiled warmly at me. "Oh, that would be lovely." She spoke as she genty held out the broom. I smiled and began sweeping, the brisles of the broom brushing against the cold floor.

"Such a bright smile you have dear, keep it." The woman noted. I blushed. "O-oh, thank you." She grinned. "Is it because of that boy over there?" My face burned even more as I nodded shyly. The old woman chuckled,"Don't worry dear. I won't tell." I thanked her and continued brooming. Silence enveloped us, the only noise was the worn wheels of the shopping carts squealing and the rustling of bags, which was without a doubt Cry, but it wasn't akward. The woman had a cozy and gentle aura, making even the tense of people relax. I threw away the dust and dirt and faced the woman.

"Thank you again for helping...."

"Lily." I finished for her. "Alright, but call me Alma." She smiled.

*End of Flashback*

Cry came shortly after and greeted Alma with just as much kindness as she showed. From that point, we visited everyday wether it was Cry, me, or the both of us, and we had the pleasure to get to know a lot about her. Like, how she is sixty-four, how she only has one son who was twenty-four, how she is a die-hard thrift shopper, and how her name means soul in Spanish. It was hard not to become attached to her, but I did and I bet Cry could say the same.

My laughter died down as our characters continued searching for the items on the list, which was the only objective of the game: Scavenger Hunt.

"Cry, I found the donut. Can you give me a boost?" I asked as I tried to jump on his characters head. "There's a fucking donut on the list?" Cry replied kneeling, so I could retrieve the item. Once clicked on, the donut vanished and a green check lay over the small donut icon on the list. I giggled as he sighed, shaking his head as we continued.

*Ten minutes later*

"Fuuuuuuck." I heard Cry groan as he rubbed his eyes. An irritable sigh escaped my lips as I nodded in agreement. We had one little thing left on the list, but we couldn't find it ANYWHERE as it was starting to get frustrating. I stopped searching and thought for a second, watching Cry's character go mad in search of the object.

It wasn't in the living room, kitchen, or any of the rooms. I gazed at the map and found a room shaded black, indicating we did not search there. Wait, there's a balcony? God, we are so stupid.

"Hey Cry, did we go to the balcony yet?" I asked, already knowing Cry would feel stupid for the rest of the game. Just as I suspected, he facepalmed and grumbled insults of stupidity towards himself. I grinned as we found the entrance and climbed up the winding staircase.

The old and rusted doors creaked open and outside was a beautiful view of the vegetation along with the sparkling blue ocean. And to top it off, the ring sat still on a blue cloth table top. It's so gorgeous up here...

Cry's POV

The instant I saw the ring I immediately knew what I was going to do. If I can't tell Lily that I love her in real life, mine-as-well tell her in a video game. Yes, throughout these times I've been with this pizzeria girl, they have been the most joy some times in my life. I stopped fighting and ignoring my feelings and just let them blossom, which might've been a mistake since she might not even look at me in that way. But I didn't care, all I knew was that I was head-over-heels in love with Lily. Her smile, laugh, the sparkle in her eyes, everything.

I smirked towards Lily as I went and held the ring in my characters hand, facing her character. "Oh my dearest Lily," I spoke in a very fancy accent which was not me at all. "I love you more than the number of stars in the whole entire universe." I said, making Lily blush and smile, picking up my "fake" plan.

"Oh, but I love you more than I love Gummy Koalas. And we all know how much I love that." She said, giving my character a quick kiss on the cheek. "I love you more. I'll even jump off this balcony for you!" I exclaimed still going through with this confession. "Then do it," Lily giggled as she faced me. "Okay." I jumped off and met death, but I respawned right back. "See?" I said, trying to keep a serious tone.

Me and Lily looked at each other before erupting in a fit of laughter. The girl beside me held her stomach as tears escaped her eyes from giggling, but I couldn't judge her since I was in the exact same position as well.

After a minute or so, we were both still laughing, but much more lighter now. We giggled and faced each other. Our eyes accidentally met and I couldn't help but get lost in her beautiful hazel pools. Lily only stared back, probably wondering why I was staring so intently. "You're really pretty you know.." I murmered and scooted closed to her. She blushed and looked down at her twiddling thumbs. "Oh, uh, t-thank you." She stuttered. I gently grabbed her hand, causing her to silently gasp. Tingles spread like wildfire through my hand as I lifted my mask to reveal my lips and cup her face with my free hand.

"I thought you should see at least a little bit of my face." I admitted shyly. Lily whispered a thank you for me trusting her so much. I chuckled and shook my head leaning in ever so slightly. "Thank you for not judging me." I whispered my lips so close yet so far from hers.

My lips almost touched hers but she stopped me. "Wait, Cry?" Lily murmered. "Yeah?" I whispered, dissapointed. I thought she felt the same way...

"I don't know how to kiss..." She trailed off, embarrassed. My mind sighed in relief as I chuckled softly. "Don't worry, I'll show you. Just follow me, okay?"

"Okay." She smiled as I leaned in, filling in the gap. Our lips met and I've never had such a feeling fill my whole being.

I felt genuinely and utterly happy.
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Hey bros and teardrops! How was this chapter? I don't know about you, but I died of my fangirl feels at the kiss...just saying XD

So, how has your day been? I hope it's been great now that you've read this. But I have a question for all of you awesome and kind people!

Okay, in some unrealistic world if we ever reach two-thousand reads, what would you like me to do to celebrate? For example, I could do a question and answer, show my face for a whole day/week, etc. Anything you could come up with and whatever has the most votes I will do, if we ever do reach that number.

Whale, that's all guys!
*BROFIST* and *CRYFIVE*
-Em ._.