STOCKHOLM ➵ tomlinson

twenty five

i just recently watched iron man and the winter soldier, previously as someone who preferred DC and man i must say the only good thing beside suicide squad that DC made (that i like) is the flash and i love everything about marvel im just in shock. anyways how have you guys been?

**possible TW**// abuse, use of the words sl*t, wh*re,

NIALL
monday, six days after

My birthday; Josephine's birthday. Niall and Josephine Horan, the town's well known twins. I was born twenty five minutes before Josephine and I made fun of her all the time when we were younger.

My mother gave me a pat on the back when the clock struck midnight. I knew her heart was breaking more as much, or more than mine.

My Facebook overflows with messages of happiness.

Jade Thirlwall, 13/9/2016, 00:00:
Happy birthday, dork! I miss you a lot. I hope I have Pez beat to getting this message up! Hope you're doing well ☺️

Perrie Edwards, 13/9/2016, 00:03:
Nialler, I wish you the happiest today. You're 19 and you can freely party tonight without judgement! 😝😝

Selena Gomez, 13/9/2016, 00:03:
I love you lots Ni. Happy happy birthday to you! 😺

Ally Brooke, 13/9/2016, 00:04:
Niall! I hope all your dreams and wishes come true today and I hope you have a wonderful 19th!

Dinah Jane, 13/9/16, 00:07:
To the best Chem partner anyone could ask for, happy birthday! ⚡️💫

I appreciate their efforts. But none of it felt right. They didn't mention anything about the one I was supposed to protect; no name drop of my twin.

I don't care for any of those messages. I just want my sister back. We both share a birthday and she is missing, yet everyone only cares about the one who had the spotlight in school. I won't have a happy birthday unless my other half is beside me.

I click her profile and see all these fake people who I know had hurt her when she was here.

Leigh-Anne, 5 minutes ago:
Love and miss you everyday. Wherever you are, I know you're smiling and having a happy birthday.

Camila Cabello, 26 minutes ago:
I miss you a lot. Algebra isn't the same without your intelligence to help us all out.

Maia Mitchell, 27 minutes ago:
Hey boo! I know you'll come back soon. I can feel you here. Just know we all love you a lot and when you read these when you get back, you'll know I wished you a great 19th :)

Jesy Nelson, 31 minutes ago:
We love you.

Zendaya, 37 minutes ago:
I miss you so much. It's so hard for me to breathe when I know we used to laugh at the same things at the same time and I took you for granted and God is punishing me now for that. You're a blessing to everyone's life and all these people who say they miss you can screw off and go to hell. They made your life horrible and I'm so sorry for not helping you out more when I could've. I was always beside you but I didn't say more. I miss your beautiful bright smile when you saw the random mess I would create with my lunch. I miss your melodic and pure voice when you see an animal. I miss how loving your soul is. There's no hell anywhere else but here on earth. You are a saviour. You're my light in the darkness the world casts down on us and I don't know what I'll do without you. Please come home. I love you so much. Happy 19th birthday.

I hold back tears from the stinging in my eyes. I knew Zendaya was somebody that wasn't fake. She was there for her. She and Josephine were dragged down and bullied. I know because my girlfriend encouraged us to make fun of her for being a dancer.

My heart is crushed with anger and guilt. And then I spot it. 

Bella Thorne, 33 minutes ago:
Lol everyone knows you're doing this for attention and when you get back you're not gonna be anymore popular

What the hell? She had done nothing to Bella. She didn't deserve this ugly mess on her profile. I scroll down and see two replies.

Bella Thorne, 33 minutes ago:
Lol everyone knows you're doing this for attention and when you get back you're not gonna be anymore popular

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Lauren Jauregui, 32 minutes ago:
Bella Fuck you. She's a missing girl and it's her birthday. You're being incredibly disrespectful pig right now. And you could never be half the person she is.
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Halsey, 5 minutes ago:
Lauren is right. I hope you burn in hell.
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Bella Thorne, 4 minutes ago:
lmao you realize that she posted on instagram? she said leave her alone. if that doesn't scream attention whore i don't know what does. Lauren, Halsey
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Harry Styles, 3 minutes ago:
hate to agree but seems like the type of thing she'd do lol and she kept asking to hook up with my friends so emphasis on the WHORE part
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Bella Thorne, 2 minutes ago:
even her ex agrees! and he must know all she's done. what a slut. you guys have sympathy for her?
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Lauren Jauregui, 58 seconds ago:
Harry weren't you the one who was texting other girls while you were with her? and who cares if she wanted to have hookups? she can do whatever she wants with her body shut the hell up
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Halsey, 36 seconds ago:
Bella interesting how you claim an innocent girl is asking for attention yet you can't keep your yapping hole shut. you let all this unbelievable disrespectful shit come out you'd think your mouth is your ass. you're saying all this crap about someone you never got to know. im pretty sure you want attention. i mean who else would spew out hatred and troll on someone's page when they're still technically missing? someone who can't have the spotlight off them for one god damn second so they must cause trouble to get it on them again. fyi--she's awesome and talented and so much more gifted than you'll ever be.

Tears fall down my eyes like rapid waterfalls. I didn't even know Josephine had known such beautiful people who would defend her even though they weren't close. I like every reply of Lauren and Halsey's.

And then it hits me. It says Harry Styles.

I pick up my coat and the car keys. If he's being this cocky on that post online, I wonder what he'll be like against my fist in real life.

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ahhh I'm sorry I don't know how this is, I've never written from this kind of view before. it was more social media than words but oh my gosh what's Niall gonna do

I ADDED CELEBRITY CAMEOS. mainly popular bands and singers

have a beautiful day my lovely birdies!

-el