~Jacob Is My Neighbor~

Jacob likes me or not

I climb the weak ladder up to the treehouse. I curl up into a ball and warm water streamed down my cheeks.

I look around the small wooden room with a branch sticking straight through the middle.

I look around the small wooden box and through a window I see the sun going down.

I decide it's time to go home because my mom probably did want us back so I texted my friends to head back.

I got to the house and to my surprise no one was home.

I open the garage door and find a note on the counter that said,

Dear kaet,

We had to leave unexpectedly for Matt. No time to explain but we will call you when we get the chance, I know you'll be fine by yourself for awhile so we left you some money, please only spend it on food and drinks unless you need something else don't waste it all on stuff you don't need, also left my credit card it you run out, behave and don't crap up the house. Go to the sartorius's if you need anything
                        Love mom

Matt? My brother? I completely forgot about him ever since he went off to college.

I wonder what could've happened to him because ever since he left he really brought his life together and moved out. But for my mom and dad to go it must be serious.

"Hey! Wait why do you have mascara running and your face is red? Where y ok u trying to wash your face or crying?" Says gracie

"Huh oh nothin, oh and my mom and dad won't be here for a couple days, there with matt." I say

"Oh matt yeah haven't heard from him for awhile." Sara says.

"Oh yeah me and colin are kinda together like layne and sara!!" Eva says.

My heart stopped.

Jacob. He, we could been... together...

"O...oh... okay" I try to say as my throat closes up.

I run into the bathroom hoping I make it in time before a panic attack hit.

I was so upset. The person that I thought cared about me the most is playing with my emotions.

My stomach feels like 1000 weights dropped on it and thoughts rush into my head.

Thoughts like:

'Your not worth it'

'Give up'

'Jacob hates you and always will'

'Fat ugly pig'

STOP I thought

I can't take it anymore. My friends were were knocking on the door making sure everything's ok.

I'm still curled into a ball grabbing at my stomach hardly breathing and my heart beating fast.

I reached up to the door barley making it and unlocking the knob and they rush in.

My head was jumbled ul I didn't know what was happening.

"She's having a panic attack just step back" sara says.

She's the only that knew I had them.

"Just breath, calm down" she says

I finally calm myself down enough to where I can speak.

"Kaet, what happened?" Ava says.

"Jacob, he-"I start to say.

"Really? it's all about jacob does jacob like you does he not? JUST STOP IRS S STUPID BOY STOP HAVING PANIC ATTACKS OVER HIM JUST STOP KAET! I'M DONE WITH YOU AND THIS 'I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH' CRAP. ALL YOU WANT IS ATTENTION AND I'M NOT BUYING IT ANYMORE" sara yells.

I sit in shock.

I couldn't move.

Should I make a run for it.

I can't there blocking the way to the stairs.

I can only run for the door so that's where I went.

I open the door and sprint to jacobs.

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FYI sorry sara ur really not that way in real life lol jk u are haha but this book is not real so sorrrrrryyy