~Jacob Is My Neighbor~

Jacob Is cool

Jacobs pov

I cant sleep.

What do I do.

I'm in love with kaet but I was in love with lilly now I can't decide.

Am I falling back in love with lilly?

Kaets pov

I wake up and instantly remember jacob yesterday.

Was he really that much of a fboy to use me until lilly came back.

I hope not.

I really hope not.

I'm in love with that boy and my world is gonna crash down if he doesn't love me back.

I pick up my phone to no goodmorning text as jacob usually texts.

Well he probably was sleeping in it was a bit early for him to send one.

I go ahead and get up when I get a phone call from my mom.

"Hey mom hows matt?" I say

"Not so good. He has a...a kidney disease and... needs a new kidney. Lucky someone is going to give him one so if all goes well he should... be ok" she says

I couldn't believe it. I didn't know I was crying until my mom says,

"Honey there's no need to cry he's going to be ok promise me" she says

"Ok mom... I ... im just going to think this through... I'll call... you back... bye mom" I say

"Ok bye honey" she says

Matt has always understood me the best and if he's not here... I dont know what to do.

I decide to just chill out and watch some tv.

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8 episodes of disney throwbacks later
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Gosh it's already 12.

No text from jacob. Ughhhh.

I text him asking if I can come over.

He responds like 20 min later saying yes.

I walk over with my dog because he needs so exercise anyways.

I knock on the door and he answers.

"Hey kaet!" He says with the cutest smile ever.

"Hi jacob!" I say

"Awwww you brought tebow!!" (My dogs name)

"Yeah he wanted to say hi" I say

"Well come on in, have you eaten lunch yet?"

"Nah I'm pretty hungry what do you got"

"Uhhhh I can make you some grilled cheese"

"That'd be amazing!" I say

"Cool" he says.

I really really want jacob to be mine and not lillys. Ok a little selfish but hey he's mine.

He hands me a plate of grilled cheese and that's when I decide it's time.

"Jacob... can we you know like offically date?" I say sounding stupid.

"Uhh you mean like boyfriend girlfriend?" He says

"Yeah" I say

"Ummm I'm not really ready for a relationship yet..." He says

"Oh ok that's fine I don't want to rush anything on you." I say.

"Thanks, I'll think about it though because I really like you but my fans and haters will go crazy saying I'm only like 5 years old and stuff that's why I've been staying single but you would've already been my girlfriend trust me" he says

"Oh that makes sense, yeah maybe when we get older" I say finishing up my grilled cheese.

Tebow curls up in my lap and I laugh.

"He's so cute omg!!" Jacob says acting like a girly girl.

"Hahahahahahahahaha I found your weakness, dogs!!" I say

"What no I mean he's a little cute I guess" he says trying to play it cool

"Hahaha yeah right" I keep laughing.

"Aw your laugh is so cute" he says.

"Hahahaha thanks *laughs* jacob!!" I say laughing still.

Jacobs pov

I rly want to date kaet rn she's perfect but I can't when I still have feelings for another girl.

I'm so fucked up.