Shawn Mendes Imagines

we don't talk anymore

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8 years ago

It's your first day of your 5th grade. You sit at the back alone and play with the sleeves of your flannel. You feel someone sit beside you and you look up to see a boy smiling.

"I'm Shawn."The boy said

"I'm y/n. Nice to meet you Shawn i hope we can be bestfriend"I said

"We are bestfriend"He said

"Forever."He said

"Promise?"I asked showing him my pinky finger

"Promise"He said lacing it with his finger and we both laugh

"Okay class, let's start the lesson"The teacher said

5 years ago

"C'mon y/n! He's not worth your tears!"Shawn said holding me in his arms trying to calm me down for my first ever breakup

"B-but i love him!"I cried and he sigh rubbing my back

"It's okay"He said

"You'll find someone better"He continued

2 years ago

"Y/n i'm going on a tour!"Shawn yelled once he entered my room

"That's awesome! We need to celebrate this!"I said clapping my hands

"I'm gonna call everyone of our friend a--"

"No. I want to spend this time with you. I'll be gone for a very long time"He said hugging me and i nod

"When did you leave?"I asked

"In 3 weeks"He said

"Promise me you'll always talk to me and never forget me"I said looking at him and he nod

"I promise"He said

3 weeks later

"I'll miss you"He said hugging me and i nod, not being able to talk

"Promise me you won't forget about me and text me whenever you have time"I said. My voice are shaking and slightly raspy

"I promise"He said

"Shawn hurry up!"Ian said and he nod

"See you soon"He said

"And y/n?"He asked and i look at him confused. He place his lips on mine gently and i smile, kissing him back.

"See you soon!"I said

"Break a leg Mendes!"I yelled and he laugh

Present

I open my eyes and check my phone. I sigh once i realized what i'm doing. The flashbacks hit me like a train. The first time we met, the first break up and him leaving me.

It's been 2 years since we talked. He's famous now. His music plays constantly on the radio and his interviews.

"Y/n!"My bestfriend said opening my door roughly and i jump

"Jesus Christ y/b/f/n!"I said putting my hand in my chest

"Shawn fucking Mendes have a show here tonight and you my friend are coming with me!"She said

"I bought us a ticket! Now get ready"She said and my breath hitched

"Y/n are you okay?"She asked and i nod, quickly giving her a fake smile

"You didn't see a ghost right? Your face are pale"She said

"I'm fine. Just so excited for tonight because you're meeting your idol"I said trying to sound as cheery as possible. I never told her about Shawn. What a bad bestfriend.

I dressed up in a grey t-shirt, black skinny jeans and i put my white Nike windbreakers. I spray some of my vanilla perfume, which i never stop using since i was 12, and apply a thin layer of makeup.

I tie my hair up in a ponytail and walk out of the bathroom. I find my old beaten up converse and grab my phone along with my backpack.

"Let's go!"She said dragging me to her car and speeding off to the stadium

Skip to meet and greet (i never been to a concert and i didn't know if the meet and greet are after or before the show. Just go with it okay? Okay.)

"I'm meeting him"My bestfriend keep repeating and i chuckle

"Yes you are and you are now next tin line now go"I said

"It's only just us no need to rush there tough girl"She joked and i smile

They talk for awhile until the security told y/b/f/n to move because she's "holding the line"

"Hey,"He said smiling at me. I crossed my finger so he will not notice who i was.

We take a couple of picture and he hugged me. He pull away quickly and look at me straight in the eye.

Oh god this will not end up good

"Y/n?"He said and i look around to saw y/b/f/n looking at me with a confused expression

Oh shit.

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Should i make part two?

P.s y/b/f/n = your bestfriend name. In case anyone asked/wonder

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