Shawn Mendes Imagines

"am i perfect now?"

I'm in the mood for sad imagine. Besides, this describes me. Well not really, i spiced things a lil bit 🌚

Enjoy

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3 months ago

I smile widely as i walk towards Shawn's house. I wanted to surprise him so here i am, in front of his house holding a box of chocolate muffin and a few guitar pick.

I open the door slowly and hear a muffled voice. I walk slowly towards the living room.

"I don't know anymore man. It's hard being with her. She always suffocate me with those thighs and arms and her stomach it's just,"He said sighing. I bit my lip and look down at my body. He's right i am fat.

"She's perfect what are you talking about?"I hear another voice said

"She's annoying as fuck. Always wanted picture with me. She's too short for me, she's too sensitive"He said

"She's so clingy and she tries so hard to be beautiful"He said laughing

"Man i hope she lose some fat and become less clingy"He said and i wipe away the tears that had fall. I put on my best fake smile and walk towards the living room

"Hey Shawn! Hey guys"I said and he looked at me

"Hey, y/n,"Shawn said

"I bought you some muffins and guitar picks because well, you kinda lost some of yours and i break one of yours so i-"

"Thank you, babe"Shawn said kissing ny cheek

"I gotta go, i need to pick my sister from her friends house"I lied

"Okay, take care. See you"Shawn said

"Bye y/n!"The other guys said and i wave at them

Present

Shawn: wanna grab a lunch?

You: no thanks. I'm full

Shawn: we're eating at mcdonalds. It's your favourite!

You: nah, i'm full

Shawn: y/n... you ssen different. What happened? Whenever i asked you to eat you said you're full! And whenever we met you always use sweater and long jeans. You seem different

You: really? i just wanna try new things i guess. And nothing happened.

Read at 2:29 pm

Y/n

I sigh and stand up, walking towards my body length mirror. Look at my fat thighs and my fat stomatch. I bit my lip as i feel my eyes started to get glassy.

"Man i hope she lose some fat and become less clingy"

His words keep repeating in my head for 3 months straight. I only eat at the morning and a little at lunch. I stopped trying to be "beautiful" and by that i mean i stopped dressing up. I barely hang out with Shawn anymore. That's what he wants isn't it?