Shawn Mendes Imagines

fanboy

Contain some sexual harassment/assult

Enjoy :))

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Y/n: hey can i facetime you? I really need someone to talk to

Ryder: i'm sorry i can't right now :( i'm currently busy

Y/n: ohh okay

Ryder: why? Is everything okay?

Y/n: yup everything's fine

Ryder: are you sure? You can always tell me anything

Y/n: nah, it's fine. I'll leave you alone now

Ryder: i always have time for you

Y/n: can i call you? Please? You don't have to talk. I just need to get it out of my chest

Typing...

Read, at 2:39 am

Y/n: oh, nevermind

Y/n: i'll just go to sleep now

Y/n: i love you ry

Sent, 2:31 am

Read, 2:47 am

Ryder: i love you too

Ryder: night lil shit

Read, 2:47 am

I stare at my ceiling blankly and feel tears brimming my eyes. The memories of what happened at campus earlier haunts me. I can still feel their hands all over my body. Laughter, flashes, everything. It was horrible. They touch me places where they shouldn't even go near to

My phone was blowing up around 9 pm when they leaked everything. My body, him forcing himself on me, his friends forcing their hands on my body. They even leaked the video where i was crying and they keep trying to touch me. Everyone freaked out. They send hurtful things. Most of them does

Slut

Whore

You asked for it

And many more. My bestfriends, who wasn't there when that happened asked me if i was okay. I couldn't bring myself to answer that question. I know i'm not okay, i don't think i will be after that happened

They forced themself on me

Jeans and sweatshirt covers every parts of my body yet here i am

I don't know what to do. My body was all over the campus by now. I can't find the courage to talk to my bestfriend. I need someone to talk to, i need to talk to Ryder but as always, he's busy

The tears slowly came to a stop and suddenly, my phone dinged. Telling me i have a new message. I wipe my tears and ignore it. My phone dinged again and i grab my phone from my nightstand

Ryder: i'm sorry i haven't been there for you. I'm really, really sorry

Ryder: i need to talk to you too. Maybe call me when you're up?

I read his text over and over again before slowly bringing my finger to his contact, calling him. It rings a few times before he picked it up. He stays silent on the other end and i did the same

"Hey,"He said quietly through me phone

His voice sounds familiar

"Hey,"I said, trying not to sound like i've been crying