Shawn Mendes Imagines

patience [illuminate series]

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Shawn

The rains outside tapped on her apartment window. Paper Towns played softly in the background while we both stayed sileny and didn't say a single word. She shifts a little closer towards me and rest her head on my chest.

"Shawn?"Y/n soothing voice softly say and i hum, looking down at her

"I'm going out with my girl friends tonight. Anna needs us after her breakup"She said and i nod

"Okay"I said smiling

"Do you want me to drive you there?"I asked

"No, i'll be fine"She said and i nod, kissing her forehead

"Stay safe, it's raining out there"I said and she walked to her room. I tidy the mess and throw the trash away.

"I'm gonna go home"I said hugging her and she nod

"I love you"She said and i smile

"I love you more"I said grabbing my jacket and walking out of her door. I walk towards my car and started driving home.

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My phone rings for the 3rd time and i groaned, i check the caller id and see y/n's name

"Oh thank god you're awake"She said drunkly

"Are you okay?"I asked

"I'm fine! This club is amazing!"She slur

"Y/n where are you?"I asked

"I don't know. It has a neon pink sign that reads, uh, roette? Who the hell named their club this"She said laughing

"Y/n you're drunk"I hear one of her friends said

"Rosette. I'll be there soon"I said hanging up and grab my hoodie. I rushed out of my house and start my car engine. After a few minutes driving, i finally spot Rosette's club. I saw y/n infront waiting for me and Anna holding her

"Thanks"I said and Anna nod

"Anytime"She said

"Hey uh, did you and Ian break up?"I asked her and she laugh

"No, who said that?"She asked and i shook my head

"Doesn't matter. Thanks though"I said and i help her get inside the car. The ride back was silent. She fell asleep and i carry her up to my room. I put her to bed and sleep beside her.

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"How the fuck?"I hear y/n voice said and i opened my eyes

"Hello to you too"I mumbled giving her pain killers and she takes it from my hand

"Why did you bring me here?"She asked standing up

"How did you even find me?"She said glaring at me and i sigh

"You drunk dial me and i pick you up, tuck you to bed"I said sitting at the edge of my bed

"And i didn't know Anna's house is at the Rossete's club"I said tilting my head slightly and she rolled her eyes

"I'm taking her out to get her mind off of Ian"She said

"Cool, or you're lying to me"I said

"I asked about her and Ian"I said and she stayed silent

"Why did you lie to me?"I asked

"You could've told me the truth"I said

"Well i don't know maybe i don't love you"She snapped

"You what?"I asked standing up from the bed and

"You hear me loud and clear -- i don't love you"She said crossing her arms

"I thought you--"

"You thought wrong"She said

"What do you want y/n?"I asked her, my jaw clenched in anger

"I don't know"She said looking at me

"First you say you love me then you said you don't"I said

"Make you mind up y/n!"I said and she walk towards me

"I'm sorry"She said running her hand down my abs

"I'll make it up to you"She said and started to kiss my jawline

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The sun temporarily makes me blind and i groaned. The blanket covered my naked body and look beside me to see a note instead of y/n

I lied. I never loved you. Thanks for tonight though. It was amazing ;)

-y/n xx

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