Lost.

Chapter 10

I sat on the small rocks hugging my legs as Daniel spoke.

"It's so cold today" he said

"Just a little" i said

"I'm sorry for what happened to you," he said

I looked at him, "what do you mean?" I asked.

"The break up, your parents." He answered looking at me.

"Emily told you everything already?" I asked smiling sarcastically.

"Yes she did. I'm glad actually. I'm happy i'm not the only one who suffered in their lives" he said smirking.

"Excuse me?" I asked. "You don't know anything about me, and about my life just because Emily told you a few details means you know everything and how much i suffered" i said getting up and walking away.

"Celine, wait" i heard his voice calling but i just walked away.

Once i reached my house i collapsed on my bed crying.
"Fuck everyone..fuck everyone.."
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6 days left.
4:08am

I sat on my balcony staring up at the sky. There was only one cloud and one star.

I unlocked my phone and went through my old texts with him.

"Miss you like hell"

"Well, you wanted to go so.."

"You know i had to"

"I know love, i was just kidding. I miss you so much"

"You're my world"

"I love you"

A tear slipped from my eye as i remembered how he surprised me when he came back from his trip to Italy.

🎶"I won't lie to you. I know he's just not right for you"🎶

I smiled sarcastically listening to the words Shawn mendes was singing.

"I don't think someone will ever be that way" i thought to myself.
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5:05pm

"So how's everything?" I asked Emily through the phone.

"PARIS IS FUCKING AWSOME. YOU HAVE TO SEE OMG! I'LL TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF PHOTOGRAPHS FOR YOU" She screamed excitedly through the phone making me pull the phone away from my ears.

"Ouchie" i said.

"Don't be like that, anyways how's everything?" She asked.

"Your crush is a dick" i said laughing

"What? Why" she asked confused

"Will explain when you come back. Now just enjoy your time." I said trying to change the topic

"Of course honey. It's Paris" she said in a french accent making me giggle

"Drink lots of champagne for me" i said giggling.

"Don't need to ask me to. Already drinking right now" she said proudly.

I laughed, "great, good girl" i said

"I'm not a puppy" she complained

"You are my little husky" i said.

"Why husky tho?" She asked curiously
"'cause you're as cute as a husky" i explained

"Aw, thank you babe. Oh right now i gotta go, will talk to you later. Bye mah lurve" she said

I giggled, "bye bye, my true one" i said managing to put a french accent on.

I put the phone to the side of my bed and stared at the t.v.

Running through the channels nothing really caught my attention.

Wishing i could die i closed my eyes and let out a deep breath. Waiting for my end.