Eleven

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Whatever he wants. No matter what it is or how despicable, I must let him have it. I couldn't stand to let an innocent man lose his life over me. The mere thought of it was unbearable.

I stood before the Joker, feeling completely exposed and vulnerable. My parents, Asher, he controlled virtually every person in my life now. I was just his doll.

In a sudden, harsh movement, he grips tightly onto my chin and grabs the back of my head, pulling me in for a rough kiss. I tried to keep my lips sealed, refusing to kiss back. Letting out a low growl, he bites my lips and I let out a gasp, his tongue forcing its way past my lips.

I held out my hands against his bare chest, trying to push him off as I felt repulsed by the kiss. He breaks the kiss and glares into my eyes for a brief second before grabbing a fistful of my hair and pulling on it hard, exposing my neck. His other arm wrapped tightly around my waist confining our bodies together as I felt his prominent erection pressing against me. He attacks the tender skin on my neck hungrily. Kissing, sucking, and biting on it, leaving his marks. I let out another yelp as he hits an extra sensitive spot, biting and sucking on it hard.

I looked up to the ceiling in despair, knowing that there was no way out of this one. I had to let him have his way with me.

He parts his lips, breathing heavily onto my neck and sending chills down my body. He closes his eyes and tilts his head slightly to the side, nuzzling me, letting me feel his warm breath against the side of my head. He bites down on my earlobe and whispers the words, "you're mine."

And with that, he devours my lips once more while slowly pushing me back towards his bed. I felt the back of my knees bump into the mattress as he violently rips off my night gown, exposing my bare chest and leaving me in just my underwear. He pushes me down onto bed with overwhelming force and climbs on top of me. I instinctively bring up my arms to cover my exposed breasts. Biting his lips, he glances at my nearly-naked body. He manages to lift both my arms and pin them above my head with ease as he goes back in for another hungry kiss. I feel the weight of his body on top of mine as he grinds his hard member against me. He explores the inside of my mouth while his other hand cups my breast, roughly squeezing it. I gasped, feeling a sharp sensation as he pinched my nipple. Clearly liking the reaction that he got, he pulls apart and trails his lips down my chest, landing on my other breast as he kissed and sucked on it. Taking the other nipple between his teeth, he gently bites down and I squeal in pain, trying harder to nudge away from him. He was overbearing.

Sensing his impatience grow, I shut my eyes as he rips off my underwear, tossing them aside. As he traps me once again with his body, I squirm and knee him in between the legs as I watch him double over in pain. Without thinking, I took the chance and hopped off the bed, making a run for the door. He lets out an angry growl as he turns, grabbing my wrist before I could even reach the door and throwing me against the wall. I feel the impact, nearly knocking the breath out of me. "Where do ya think you're going?!" He demands as the back of his hand makes contact with my face, sending a sharp pain through my body. I tumbled to the floor, cupping a hand over my stinging cheek. He hovered over me, combing both hands through his now messy hair. "I wasn't done with ya," he adds, as he firmly wraps a hand around my neck, picking my off the floor and slamming my head into the wall. As he tightened his grasp around my neck, I gripped his wrist with both hands, begging for air. Just then, he releases my neck and proceeds to pin both my arms above my head while I cough, trying to regain my breath.

My eyes opened wide with horror as I felt his other hand roam my body, eventually landing on my thighs. His fingers traced my thighs up and down, finally stopping on my inner thighs, his cold touch sending shivers through my body. I looked away from him as his hand traveled up my thigh and grazed my womanhood, roughly inserting his fingers inside of me as he planted rough kisses along my neck and collarbone. I bite my lips, holding back a whimper as he removes his fingers and slides his hand down to my thighs once again, lifting my leg and pinning it between his body and the wall.

"Please, don't do this..." I plead helplessly as I know it's no use. A tear escapes my eyes. I feel his leather belt slap against my skin as it becomes undone and I hear the sound of his pants unzipping. I let out a scream and shut my eyes tightly as he roughly entered me with one swift motion. Pain shot through my entire body. With one hand holding my leg up, he harshly grabs my chin with the other, forcing me to look him in the eyes as he pounded into me harder with each thrust. More tears continued to flow down my face.

He moaned and grunted into my neck as he came inside of me. When he was finished, he released my leg and roughly turned me around, pinning me against the wall once again. Twisting both of my arms behind my back, he gripped onto my wrists with enormous force while his other hand tangled itself in my hair. Burying his face in my neck, he entered me once again.

The events carried on throughout the evening, for what felt like the longest hours of my life. He was absolutely brutal with me. I endured it, though, at times I wished that I'd simply pass out so I wouldn't have to suffer from the excruciating pain.

When it was all over, he leaned in close, kissing the side of my head as he spoke. "I can't wait for ya to finish the show..."

The TV flickered on once again, displaying a wounded Asher with blood running down his head. The camera zoomed out to reveal the Joker standing behind the chair, a demonic look on his face as he raises his gun to Asher's head.

BAM. Unable to turn my head in time, I watch as Asher's body go limp before my eyes. My vision blurred as I laughed to myself.

That's the beauty of it all. He never once stated that Asher would be spared if I just obeyed his orders. How naive of me to think that I could save a man's life. To think for one second that I could trust this monster to play by the rules.

And yet, I surrendered myself to him without a second thought.

~~ author's note ~~

What a heartless monster! Hope you guys enjoyed this VERY explicit chapter.

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