"Wait what?" Bahja face formed into a frown.
It was 9pm and me, her & Zonnique were sitting in a booth in Waffle House.
"Dang man idek what to say." Zonnique looked down at her food.
"I don't think its that bad. Your mom is tripping. Want me to have my mom talk to her?"
"I don't know. I really hurt my mom. Maybe since I'm suspended I'll fly out there and talk to her I have been acting a little different lately I need to look her and her eyes and let her know I'm sorry and that I would do anything to stay on the tour." I was sad.
"Have you talked to Roc?"
"Nope I'm scared I just don't want us to end. I messed up and today was going to be the last time with Quan but this happened." I picked the bread off of my bacon chicken cheese wrap .
"Go talk to him NOW. Zonnique will give me a ride home & I'll pay for your food but you need to talk to him now." Bahja pushed me.
"Okay okay fine. Oh yeah your mom is suppose to be taking my car."
"Well you still have it now so go."
I got up and went to my car.
The whole ride to the suite I was thinking of what to say. I pulled up but my mind was blank.
I knocked on the door and he answered.
"Wassup."
"I need to talk to you and I'm really nervous I just want you to listen to the whole story and understand that I love you."
He nodded and sat down.
"Okay so Quan kept asking me to have a last time with him I kept saying no then he said he'd leave me alone and I did so I did but it was at school and we got caught and now I'm in trouble my mom is mad at me my grades are slipping, I'm suspended from school and tour and I know its nobody fought but my own and I just really need you."
"I know." He stood up and walked over to me.
"You know that I need you?"
"No, I know that you cheated on me again with Quan."
I looked up at him.
"I'm not mad its just I realized. I wasn't with you and I couldn't bring myself to have sex with another girl because all I could think about was you. You claim you love me & I know I love you but maybe we don't feel the same way. I would never hurt you..but you don't seem to have a problem hurting me."
"Baby I swear I will never hurt you again. I promise I just can't lose you." I grabbed his arm.
"I want to believe you." He held me close "But I don't know if I can."
"Please don't leave me. I'm sorry I swear if I come back from New York I'll give you my phone and I wont talk to nobody else."
"Wait what." He pulled back and looked at me. "New York?"
"Yeah my mom thinks the tour & Atlanta had changed me and she wants me back in New York."
"We've worked on a lot of stuff for tour we can't replace you and I need you here. You keep my sane."
"I know I'm flying to NY tomorrow and if my mom doesn't approve then I have to stay there." I frowned.
"You know the fucked up part about this? We never had sex once. But Quan got all the goods"
"Well guess we might as well do it now." I started kissing him
An hour later I was putting on my clothes.
"I really love you Hazel and I never want to lose you but I swear on everything this is your last chance."
"Okay Roc I promise." I kissed him and headed out.
I got my boyfriend back but I still wasn't happy.
I went straight to bed when I got to Bahja's. I had an important mission.. GET.MY.LIFE.BACK
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