***Later that night***
Roc and I laid in his bed after dinner w. the crew.
"So why wont you be my girl?" Roc got on his favorite subject.
"Its alot going on, I'm too busy for a relationship."
"We're together everyday so cut the crap."
"Lets not talk about that right now." I tried to kiss him but he turned his head away. "Come on don't be mad."
I started kissing, licking and sucking on his neck. I felt his body quiver.
"Hazel you can't be doing that unless..."
I cut him off and started tounging him.
I took my shirt off.
His eyes got big.
I laid on top of him and began making out again.
I reached down and dug in his basketball shorts. I was surprised at how big it was.
He pulled his shirt over his head and revealed his 8pack.
He took off my sports bra and started licking around my nipples.
I wore a B cup so there wasn't much to lick.
Once he stopped I started kissing all over his chest.
Then I thought about what Bahja said about sucking dick.
I decided I would give it a try.
I kissed his stomach all the way down.
I took Roczilla out his cage and licked and sucked all over it.
Roc let out small moans.
He picked me up and laid me on my back.
He went and locked the door & grabbed a condom.
He came back over to me and peeled my pajama shorts.
He started licking around my clit then stuck two fingers in.
"Ouu." I grabbed his curls. "Roooooooc." I moaned.
He came up kissed me, slipped the condom on and entered me.
"Ouch." I took a deep breath.
He starting pumping slowly. The pain stopped and it started to feel good.
"Ohhh Roc." I moaned.
He started going faster. I got louder.
"Shh, Shh, Shh." He kissed me to keep me quiet.
"Mhmm who pussy is this?" He whispered "This mine?" He asked before he kissed me.
I moaned out yes.
"You my girl?" He pumped harder.
"Yes, yes, yes everything is yours! I'm yours."
"Good answer, I'm bout to cum." He huffed & his eyes rolled to the back of his head. "Ahhhhhh." He came.
He kissed me. "I like you alot."
I couldn't believe I just lost my virginity, especially in the back of the tour bus w. about 8 other people on it. But for some reason I wasn't sad & I didn't regret it.
I felt good. I went to the bathroom. There was a little blood, I wiped it up and took a quick shower.
I headed back to Rocs room where he was changing the sheets.
"I'll finish changing them while you go wash up."
He kissed me and went to take a shower.
He was in the shower for 40 minutes.
I laid in his bed w. my glasses on reading.
Finally he walked in with the towel wrapped around his waist.
He looked so sexy w. the water dripping from his body.
"You could've took a quick shower boy!"
"I don't know what a quick shower is." He put his boxer on. "Don't be looking at my booty." He hurried up and pulled his boxers on.
"Boy be quiet." I laughed.
He lotioned up, put deoterant on & put on a pair of basketball shorts.
He turned off the light and got in bed w. me.
He started snoring lightly but I couldn't sleep. I turned over.
"Bae." Roc called out.
"Yes?" I turned back over.
"What are you thinking about?" He grabbed my hand.
"Alot."
"Talk to me about it." he looked at me.
"Do you ever get scared?" I played w. his fingers.
"Not really."
"At night, I always think too much and it scares me."
"What things cross your mind." He grabbed my leg and put it over his.
"My dad, death, failing, breaking my ankle and never being able to dance again."
"You think too much." He rubbed my leg to keep me calm.
"I like you alot too." I said.
He opened his eyes. "Huh"
"Yeah. Thats why I keep ignoring your question of dating because I like you a lot and I'm scared."
"Hazel, I like you alot too! I'm scared I've never felt this way about anybody before, but I'm willing to try if you are."
For some reason I started to cry.
"Whats wrong?" He rubbed my back and laid my head on his chest.
"You're the 2nd person I opened up to about my dad. Its weird you make me feel comfortable, I feel like I can talk to you about anything." I wiped my tears.
"You can, but stop crying I hate to see people I love cry." He wiped my last tear.
"You're so perfect." I kissed him. "Thanks for listening to me."
"No problem. Now try to rest."
I closed my eyes as he rubbed my back. .
