[read description before reading!!] bound to you ; bill cipher x reader

killing

It was exactly 10PM. The whole day you were staying with Dipper and Mabel again, having quite the relaxing day. You decided to go home at that time, hoping that Bill didn't dissapear again.

So, you camly walked home while humming a song until you arrived at your home. You leaned your ear against the door to check if his demon friends already left.

It didn't sound like that at all. But you were finally able to understand what they were saying.

"C'mon, honey, what happened to you? Don't you like me anymore~?", a female voice said. Must be Asura.

"I do like you, but not in that way. So cut that out", you heard Bill say. Than there was a scared voice saying:

"G-guys, p-please don't fight...!"

"Baby, please~ Just one time, I missed you so much~ You can't seriously tell me that you don't want just because of that silly human girl."

"Well, it's the truth. And I wouldn't want to in general."

"G-guys...!"

"Hmpf. Like you want.". After Asura said that you heard a few things shatter and multiple other sounds that didn't sound good. You decided to open the door and storm in.
You saw that the entire living room was a mess, there were snacks on the floor and a shattered glass. But worse than that, you saw Asura kissing Bill. It felt like your heart stopped beating.

When Bill realised that you were there he instantly pushed the female demon away and furiously rubbed his lips. You absently noticed Bill's brother sitting on the couch with tears in his eyes and his hands covering his mouth.

"W...what is happening here...?", you asked with a quiet voice, trying to hide your envy and sadness. Asura smirked mischievously at you and replied:

"Oh, nothing. Just had some fun time with the almighty Bill Cipher~"

"That's not true! Don't listen to her!", yelled Bill. You shook your head, unable to form any words.
Bill clearly had enough as well. He grabbed Asura and forcefully threw her out of the house. Will followed Asura outside and quietly apologized again before Bill slammed the door shut. The demon looked at you.

"(Y/n), I-"

"Don't...I know it's not your fault", you cut Bill off. You decided to leave it at that and stormed inside the bedroom, closing the door and lying down on the bed. A few tears were running down your cheeks.
It did hurt you. Even if you knew somewhere that it probably wasn't his fault.

Than again, he is allowed to do whatever and whomever he wants. It wasn't like he belonged to you in any way.

' He does in one way.. ', you thought and looked at your hand where the little triangle symbol was. Sighing, you closed your eyes and hugged your pillow, trying to concentrate on something else. But suddenly you heard the door creaking and you knew that Bill came inside, probably to apologize again.

"(Y/n)?"

"Please just leave me alone...", you whispered and squeezed the pillow slightly. 

"Please, let me explain...", he said with a hurt voice. You stayed silent. You heard the demon sighing before you felt the matress being pushed into the bed slightly. Your eyes traveled to the other side of the bed where he was sitting, looking at you. His one visible eye was glowing slightly, giving it a hypnotizing aura. One of his hands traveled up to your cheek. You flinched.

"Bill...don't...", you tried to interfere, and it somehow worked. Instead of what he wanted to do he just hugged you.

"How can I make you forgive me...?", Bill asked, his voice quiet. You gave him an answer that made him grin slightly.