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Seeing his doll spending time with his arch nemesis had never been a good feeling. It was annoying, depressing, angering, but he couldn't change the fact that you got along with them so well.

He not-so-camly sat on a giant throne made out of gold while looking into something like a crystal ball. It strongly resembled those things that witches use to see into the future- but that thing could only show him the present.

You were smiling, giggling, expressing all of the emotions that belonged to the term happiness.

Were you happy without him?
Happier?

Bill sighed deeply, leaning back into his comfortable throne before closing his one eye and sighing yet again.

He had everything he needed in that perfect little world of his.
Even though he owned many dimensions and worlds, the nightmare realm was still his top favourite one and the one that he spent most of the time in. The mindscape following close behind.

Although he seemingly had everything, ever since you separated from him, he felt somewhat empty.
He missed his favourite human.

It's been one night and it already felt like he hadn't seen you in a month or two. It was frustrating.
He had to get you back somehow.
Manipulating your mind and dreams wouldn't help, he already tried that a couple of times.

"What else...?", Bill mumbled, half to himself, and started playing around with the sleeve of his golden coat.

What if he showered you with presents?
Money?

Would taking you on a date help?

It was ridiculously difficult for him to find that one perfect solution. Why couldn't he find it?

"This seriously sucks...! This whole situation is absolute bullshit!", the demon suddenly yelled out, anger overcoming him.

"Marax! Leraje!"

Two tiny spirits, shaped like a square and a circle with only one eye, appeared in front of the throne, kneeling before Bill.

"Y-yes, master?", one said, voice trembling with fear. The two sensed the anger radiating from their master and knew that something was about to unfold. The evil grin that played out on the demon's lips made the whole thing even more obvious.

"Arrange a meeting with my brother....Will Cipher. Reverse Dimension."

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Being in the Mystery Shack together with Dipper and Mabel always meant having a good time. They always welcomed you and were ready to show you new things or simply talk with you.

After the whole thing with Bill you decided to stay at their place for a while. After explaining the situation to everyone no one had a problem with you staying at the Mystery Shack and they also tried to cheer you up as much as they could.

To distract you from things, Dipper led you to his and Mabel's room to show you a book.

It was a blue book with a pinetree on it and Dipper seemed really proud of it.

"(Y/n), please let me introduce you to my very own journal about the anomalies of Gravity Falls!", Dipper announced and gave you the book. On the first page was a little introduction, followed by lots and lots of monsters that you can apparently find in Gravity Falls. He even made two pages just for Bill, calling him 'The evil, annoying, yellow triangle'

"Don't show this to Bill", you warned him with a chuckle, reading what Dipper wrote about him. Even though it pained you to even think about the demon, you were still curious what he had written about the demon.

"I don't plan to", Dipper replied.

"So Bill once entered Stanley's mind and you chased him there?", you questioned, looking at the twins who noded in synch.

"And let me tell you, it was really weird. But I met my dream boys there!", Mabel said and squealed, seemingly remembering the event.

"That was when we first defeated him. With the help of-"

"Kittens!", Mabel interupted her brother and giggled.

"Kittens?", you repeated and smiled in a confused way.

"Kittens and synthesised music...Oh, that reminds me, we could try to get Bill away with synthesised music, maybe that helps". Dipper rubbed his chin in a thoughtful way, and you were also curious if Bill really hated synthesised music. You noded absently, looking at the small picture of Bill's triangle form that Dipper also drew on one of the pages. Your grip around the book tightened.

"(Y/n), I love you...!"

"(Y/n)?", Mabel suddenly called out to you, worry written all over her face. You snapped out of your little trance and smiled reassuringly, skipping to another page of the book to distract yourself yet again.

"He keeps haunting me...", you mumbled, sighing as you closed the book and returned it to Dipper.

"Is it really that bad?", the brunette boy questioned, carefully placing a hand on your shoulder to calm you down.

"KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF OF HER!"

You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to ignore his voice in your head and the memories that kept coming back.

"I-I need a moment", you suddenly said, standing up and leaving the attic. You hurried downstairs and went outside of the Mystery Shack, deciding to take a walk through the forest again to try and distract you from everything.

You were honest, truthful and full of more love for him than he could ever understand. You have been soft, kind and gentle - yet he wanted to get rid of you, saw you as a threat.

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