[read description before reading!!] bound to you ; bill cipher x reader

insanity

Bill Cipher was known to be an insane dream demon. The insanity existed inside the darkest pit of his being, like poison that wouldn't go away and keeps spreading. That one insane part always accompanied him through everything.

"I'LL KILL HIM! I'LL KILL THEM ALL!"

Personally, you never witnessed Bill's outburst of pure insanity before.

"I'll disassemble each and every body part they have, slowly...painfully~!"

But time was getting shorter.

After the events of the last day he sneaked back to his dimension during the night and came back in the morning. He was, once again, very stressed, but that time he had a different, more insane way of showing it. His eye kept twitching and his fingers were visibly trembling. A scary, wide grin never left his face.

"They'll pay. I'll make them all pay!"

A broken window. A blue chain slashed right through it, shattering the glass in a matter of seconds.

"I was way too generous with that stupid Weirdmageddon! I should have killed them all instead of turning them into useless piles of stone!"

It was the best to stay away from the demon in that moment. Allowing him to let off steam, you kept yourself hidden behind a wall, listening and making sure things wouldn't go too far. Of course, you could have just stopped him with the power you had over him. But you figured that that would only result in him freaking out even more.

Sometimes, he said such scary things that shivers ran down your spine. Though you were scared and even disgusted the whole time, sometimes he went way too far. You really hoped that nobody heard him. But the only tone he knew then was yelling.

When he slowly went more quiet, you decided to step closer to him. He was leaning against the kitchen counter, breathing heavily, his eye glowing in a reddish hue. You sighed softly.

"Bill, I really think that's enough now," you said, looking at him for a few moments before taking a look at the broken glass on the floor. You absently noticed that the blue chain was still there, lying on the ground next to his feet.

"It's not nearly enough. I haven't even started talking about Pinetree--" the chain twitched for a second before falling limp again-- "that bastard who keeps flirting with you. Who keeps trying to take you away from me. Oh, I'd love to do a couple of things to him, starting with ripping his heart out."

Again, you shivered. The demon smirked, closing the space between the two of you by wrapping his arms around you and tightly pressing you against him. He buried his nose in your neck, inhaling your scent before placing a kiss there. You couldn't help the heat rising in your cheeks.

"He can't accept the fact that you already belong to me and me only."

Unfortunately, he was right about that.

"But that's no reason to..kill him. Maybe we can--"

"That isn't the only reason why I want to kill him. Now that I think about it, killing him and his twin right in front of Sixer...God, what a beautiful idea. Just imagine the look on his face."

"B-bill, please-"

You were trying hard to keep your cool, to stay with him and help him through it, even though you wanted to run away so you wouldn't have to listen to his horrific fantasies.
He let you go soon after, stepping away before giggling.

"Please? Please what? Please do so?"

"No, just stop. Please."

Then, the worst that could ever happen in that situation happened.
A knock on the door.
You weren't thinking much of it at first, but when you saw Bill's grin widden, it was obvious that one of the demon's favourite persons were staying at the doorstep.

You hurried over to the door. Much to your surprise, Bill did not follow you.
Opening the door carefully, it felt like your blood ran cold when you saw Dipper.

"Hey (Y/n). Sorry to bother you, but I really wanted to apologize for what I said," he told you, keeping his brown eyes on the ground. You gulped down the lump in your throat and tried to think of a quick excuse to make him leave.

"Dipper, that's nice of you, but-"

"Look, I know that I was overreacting and I can understand if you don't want to accept my apology--"
You couldn't catch what he said. You kept praying that he would just make it quick and leave before Bill could do anything stupid.

"--so I really gave some thought to it and wanted to accept it--"
You noticed something like an iron sound in the kitchen which instantly made you tense up. But you refused to check what was going on.
Bad idea.

"--but I'll really try from now on. And--WHAT THE HELL!?"
Suddenly, the boy fell to the ground and got pulled into your house, into the kitchen where Bill was. The chain that the demon kept with him wrapped around Dipper's body, lifting him up and making him fly mid-air right in front of Bill's murderous gaze.

"Got you~," the blonde chanted, showing a toothy grin. Dipper let out a not-so-manly scream of shock and surprise, struggling against the chain.

"Bill, let him go!" You quickly made your way into the kitchen, the contract between you and Bill showing as you kept demanding him to let the boy go. But he wouldn't listen.

"Show me your pained face, Pinetree~"

"Bill, stop! That's an order!" You were at the verge of screaming as well, the chain that connected you and Bill glowing. Despite the pain that was radiating through his body, he refused to let Dipper go. Instead, he tightened the chain around him, squeezing the air out of the teenage boy. You heard him caugh in and choking in a desperate way. Desperate to get air into his lungs. Tears started to roll down your cheeks as you realised how incredibly helpless you can be in such a situation. Your thoughts were running wild, you tried to think of a way to make him stop.

It was horrible for you to see your demon like this.
You hated it.
You wanted him to be normal again. You wanted him to be just like he always was when he was with you.

"Bill, please stop it! This isn't you!"

"This is me, (Y/n)!" he suddenly yelled, looking at you. Actually, you expected him to look angered. You expected to see that red colour in his eye again. That red colour that reflected his raging emotions. But instead..

"This is me and it always will be me!"

Blue.