Volturi Princess

Nineteen

FIVE YEARS LATER

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It's been a little over five years since my life turned to hell. Nothing has changed for me. Scarlet magically disappeared. Odd. Not. Aro probably killed her. Stupid old idiot adopted me a year after she died. My moods hadn't changed. Scarlet makes me keep this stupid journal. It doesn't even help honestly. Write morning and night, blah blah, same old shit just over and over again. I'm really just kinda done.

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Quickly I closed my journal as Demetri walked in. "Babe," he said, "Were going to the doctors, you need the medication. It's been five years. You're just getting worse," he said with a sigh.

My eyes widened immediately. "No, I don't want to go on the medication!" I shook my head.

He walked right in front of me, grabbing both of my hands. "Izzy, baby girl, I've accepted every decision you've made. I've held you every single night as you cried yourself to sleep. You don't see how bad you are. We are all  worried, even Aro," he said.

I shook my head. "No, I don't need the medication. I'm fine!!"

"Izzy, look at me, you need it," he said and moved his hands to hold onto my face. Then he leaned close and gently kissed me on my lips. My heart raced every single time he kissed me. Even though it wasn't the first kiss, every time it feels the same, the rush of energy, its like sparks fly as soon as we touch.

Tears gathered in my eyes as I moved close to him. "I don't want to take them Demetri, please don't make me."

"Izzy, you need to trust me, if you still don't want to take them in a month we can stop okay," he said, making me look up at him.

"Okay," I said looking into his eyes.

He smiled and pulled me close holding me to his chest. "I love you baby, I always will. Thank you for doing this."

I nodded and a tear slid down my cheek as I didn't want to do this willingly.

He sighed and gently and slowly rubbed my back and kissed my head. "It will be okay Izzy, I promise, the medication will help you feel normal again," he whispered in my ear.

"I do feel normal Demetri," I looked up at him sadly.

"Izzy this is not normal. You're crying every night, you haven't stopped for five years. You don't even talk to Marcus any more. You make his life so much better after his mate died. Alec misses talking to you. You are pushing everyone out even me. Let us help you!" he said.

I backed up away from him, my face turning red. "No... I ruin everything," I whispered tears going down my cheek.

"I didn't mean it like that," he said moving towards me feeling bad.

I moved away crying.

He sighed and did his stupid magical speed thing, which I still hate, going over to me pulling me close. "Izzy, please clam down. I didn't mean it like that, I love you, I'm not saying you aren't normal or ruined everything. I'm saying you need the help. It hurts me to see you cry every single day. You don't smile at all. I want to see you happy," He whispered and held me close.

I shook my head crying. "I fuck everything up. I have a power which is why my family hates me. I RUIN EVERYTHING!!!" I screamed.

"Baby no you don't, breathe," he said kissing my head.