Vigilante (Vanoss X reader)

Anyone Awake?

Anyone awake. I'm sorry to bother you but. I can't sleep. My mother is yelling inside drunk probably and I'm outside by myself. My friend depressed. I have no one but you guys... I just had a dream of my father. I wish he was here. The memory was when I always climbed the tree I'm in right now. I'd Cry here. But my father waited at the bottom paietnly. He would sit there humming paietnly. I would yell at him and scream for him to leave but he stood there. He would stay there for hours on end as he waited for me. I would soon give up and climb down. He would smile at me with open arms and hugged me. Then he would grab my hand and take me home. He would sing me songs or tell me stories and we would laugh together happily. But I'm in the tree and he isn't here. He isn't here waiting. He isn't here humming. I'm just alone. If I died would anyone care. My father was the only one who loved me. But he's gone. I will wait for him. He said he would come back after chasing after that man. He promised. He never would lie to me. But he hasn't come back yet. They say he is dead but he promised. He said he would come back. But if I died would anyone care. If I left would anyone notice. Or even care? But I need to wait for him. He promised. But I'm alone on this hill. By myself. Alone. Would anyone care if I left?