I hadn't seen Louis since Monday in the hallway which was 2 days ago. I knew he must have been avoiding me as everything in our life used to be perfectly intertwined with each other.
"You're thinking about him aren't you" Zayn said interrupting my thoughts.
"What no" I lied "And why would you care anyway"
"I only wanted to know if you're ok sorry for asking" Zayn said and I rolled my eyes.
I ignored Zayn for the rest of my sociology lesson.
"At least I can talk to you now without your boyfriend trying to punch me" Zayn joked as we walked out of class.
"Well I suppose that's one good thing that has come out of this" I said and we both laughed.
I looked up and Louis was standing right in front of me with a big frown on his face. It was the first time we had actually seen each other since the breakup. A rush of emotions were going through my head. I wanted to scream, laugh and cry at the same time which was a werid feeling. But I just stood there starring at him.
"I.. I" I couldnt think of the right thing to say.
He shook his head in and then said "Save it, I don't want to speak to you"
I stood there as he walked down the corridoor to his lesson.
"Don't worry, he's not worth it" Zayn said.
"Yeah you would say that as you want to be back with me"
"No it's not that, yeah I do regret what happened between us but I'm just saying Louis is bad news anyway." I was annoyed at Zayn for saying bad things about Louis but he was one of the few people being supportive to me and I needed all the support I could get.
I took my seat in Psychology next to Harry and Zayn sat next to him. It broke my heart to see Louis look so sad. Then I thought about how he wouldn't have had to be sad if he didn't break up with me. He got the wrong impression with me and Zayn. Ever since the day I went out with Louis I had to keep convincing him that Zayn was only a friend. I had wanted to speak to Louis but not like that. He probably wouldn't want to speak to me again.
"What's wrong with her?" I heard Harry ask Zayn. It annoyed me that he was speaking so loud about me when I was right there he always had a habit of annoying me in every way possible when I was mad at him.
"She's mad because Louis saw us laughing and now wont talk to her" Zayn replied with a smug look on his face.
"I can here you talking about me"
"We know" They said in unison.
"Then why are you talking about me when I'm right here"
"Because it makes you angry and its funny when you're angry" Harry said.
"Oh you'll regret making me angry" I said and flipped his textbook off the table it flung across the room and landed on Mrs Taylor's desk.
The whole class turned around to look at me. I was quite surprised that I actually managed to fling the book that far. I bit my lip to stop myself from laughing, I knew that if I looked at Harry I would start laughing. I could see him out of the corner of my eye tapping his finger on the table to stop himself from laughing.
"Alexandra get out of your seat and get out the room. Take your things and don't come back" Mrs Taylor yelled. It didn't really bother me I was used to teacher's yelling at me I was just happy that I could get an early lunch.
"See you later guys" I said to Harry and Zayn and made my way to the common room.
I sat down on a table by myself in the corner and put my headphones in. I drifted off into my own little world away from reality. In my own world me and Louis were still together and we were happier than ever. Joe didn't even exist and Zayn and Louis actually got on. Harry wasn't as annoying as usual and most of all everyone was happy.
My daydream stopped when I felt someone banging on the table. I looked up and Mr Brooklyn was sitting there with his arms crossed. I rolled my eyes, I should have known that my stupid teacher would have emailed him.
"Your behaviour is unacceptable" He simply said.
"It was Harry's fault not mine"
"I that's not what your teacher said and she will be calling your mum" He said, every day just kept getting more and more worse.
I hated it when teacher called my mum they always seemed to exaggerate the truth and make me sound like a devil. I needed to think of a way to get her not to. I thought about the bad week I had and tears started welling up in my eyes. I blinked and a tear rolled down my cheek.
"Please sir, please make her not call home. It's just I've had a really bad week." I was fully crying by now and Mr Brooklyn looked surprised. He had never actually seen me cry before. "Please I'm really sorry"
He looked at me sympathetically and said "I'll see what I can do"
"Thanks" I said while wiping my eyes with a tissue.
I breathed a sigh of relief when he walked out the door. I felt slightly guilty for fake crying but I actually was upset I just forced myself to cry.
Looked up and saw Louis standing awkwardly by the table.
"Hey can we talk" He said to me.
I was listening to the Leaked Midnight Memories album while writing this!
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Fanfiction"I love you Louis" I said to the most important person in my world. "I love you so much Lexy" he said and I giggled. We were cuddling on my bed. We had been together for 3 months and today was our anniversary. It felt right to say I loved him for th...
