I'm going to do shorter chapters from now on because it means I can update faster :)
Lexi's POV:
I lay in my bed thinking what as going to happen next. I was still in shock myself that I kissed Liam. I sort of regret doing it. But Liam did help me take my mind off the whole Louis situation. I didn't want him to feel like he was my rebound, I really liked him.
I felt so bad for Louis' mum I wouldn't blame her if she was mad at me for not telling her about the breakup. I could imagine her laying in her bed crying. I knew I should have told her the day she came round my house but I just couldn't bring myself to. I hated myself for being such a coward.
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The thought of college excited me for some weird reason. It was probably due to the fact that I'd hopefully see Liam even though we would probably only make awkward eye contact in the hallway.
It felt silly to be excited to look forward to seeing someone. To me it gave me hope that there was someone else out there for me. It gave me the same excitement as when I started to like Louis. I would stare at him him class hoping that he wouldn't see me.
I searched in my wardrobe for something to wear. I wanted to look good but without it looking like I'd had tried too hard. My black skinny jeans looked too causal, if I chose my floral dress then it definitely looked like I was trying to hard. Everything in my wardrobe was either scruffy or too dressy.
Time was running out so I frantically searched in my drawers. Clothes were flying everywhere and I eventually decided on a white skirt with little pink flowers on and balck strappy top.
I got into the shower and shaved a winters worth of hair off my legs. I felt gross for not shaving the whole winter but it didn't really matter as I wore jeans the whole time.
I put on more makeup than usual so I looked slightly more better than usual but not enough for people to notice.
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"What's the answer?" Harry was holding up psychology worksheet.
"I can't remember do it yourself" I mumbled not looking up from my phone.
"Why don't you just get your sheet out so I can copy it" he suggested.
"No" I looked round the common room to see if Liam was there but he wasn't.
"Why do you keep looking around who are you trying to find?" Harry questioned.
"It doesn't matter"
Niall approached us wearing a baseball cap and shirt. He looked pretty happy considering it was a monday morning.
"Thanks for coming to the match I hope you liked it." I gave him a blank expression "Well except for the end." he added.
"Yeah it was a good match except for the end." I agreed.
After the whole Louis and his mum thing the match actually ended quite well as I kissed Liam, but I wasn't going to tell Niall or Harry about it.
"I can't believe he didn't tell his mum. He calls me stupid but even I wouldn't let something like that happen." Niall added.
"Well then you're the better person." I said to Niall who was now grinning Harry rolled his eyes at our conversation.
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Fate
Fanfiction"I love you Louis" I said to the most important person in my world. "I love you so much Lexy" he said and I giggled. We were cuddling on my bed. We had been together for 3 months and today was our anniversary. It felt right to say I loved him for th...
