Fate

Chapter 21

Louis' POV:

I didn't know what to say to her, she was right after all I was exactly like him. The man I hated the man who tore my family apart. The words stung when she said them, he was the last person in the world I wanted to be like.

I spent almost a year crying myself to sleep thinking of what I had seen. I was only 5 when it happened I didn't really understand what was going on.

*flashback*

I woke up in the middle of the night to loud noises. I got out my bed to see what it was. I crept down the stairs to hear a loud banging at the door.

I knew that I shouldn't open the door but curiosity got the better of me. A blonde woman was standing at the door she scowled when she saw me.

"Where is he?" she yelled and I immediately regretted opening the door.

I looked at her, I was too scared to move or even open my mouth.

"Where is he" she repeated but this time only louder.

"Who" I managed to say in a tiny voice.

"Kevin"

"You mean my dad?" I asked but she didn't reply she just pushed me out the way.

"Amy what are you doing here" my dad cane rushing down the stairs looking worried.

"We were supposed to go out tonight I waited 2 hours for to to turn up but you didn't" she yelled. I stood looking up at the two adults confused.

"You can't be here Amy you'll wake her up" my dad softly said.

"You need to choose between me or them" she looked at me with disgust and walked out the door.

"Why did you open the door" my dad whispered.

"I'm glad he opened  the door" I heard my mum say from the top of the stairs. "Go to your bed Louis me and your father have some taking to do"

"But I'm not tired" I replied.

"Just go now" she yelled.

I ran up the stairs as fast as I could and shut the door. I could hear them arguing for the rest of the night. I didn't understand what was happening but I knew that opening the door was a bad idea.

I woke up the next morning to find my dad was gone and I never saw him again.

*end of flashback*

"I'm nothing like him" I yelled.

"After everything I've done for you but you still turn out like him" She said even louder, I hoped that Ella wasn't near so she couldn't hear us arguing my little sister seemed to be the only person in the world that actually liked me.

"It was an accident, I'm nothing like him" she shook her head and almost laughed at my statement.

"There you go again that's exactly what Kevin told me that night you happened to open the door to that Amy girl" I didn't think she'd remember the girls name.

I had remembered it too I'd always seem to hate people called Amy. I could never actually remember what she looked like properly. But I knew that I'd never seen her since that night.

"I was drunk it was an accident I'm nothing like him but if you think that I might as well leave" I turned around to see a group of people watching us.

"What the fuck do to think you're staring at" I yelled and stormed off, my mum didn't even call me back I had hoped she would.

I sat on the empty football pitch trying to calm myself down. I had no idea where I was going to sleep the night. I thought about going to Niall's but as he'd recently broke up with Sarah and my problem would only bring back bad memories for him.

It had only been half an hour but I could already picture my mum telling my step dad about what I'd done then she would cry into his arms and he would be comforting her. It made me feel angry that I had hurt Lexi in the exact same way my dad had hurt my mum.

I went to the front of the stadium to see if Niall was still there. I needed somewhere to stay for one night at least.

I was not prepared for what I was about to see. I had to blink many times to see if I was imagining things. They both smiled at each other looking into the others eyes lovingly. She looked at him like she used to look at me.

There was no one else around but them so I hid slightly behind a tree to avoid being seen. I wished I was in his place comforting her because of someone else but I wasn't. I had caused the problem so it was my own fault to see her sitting there with Liam.

She moved closer to his face I thought they were going to kiss but I knew Lexi was not like that. She was the type of girl that was too shy to make the first move even if she wanted to.

I had never felt so jealous in my whole life I never really had to run after the girl I liked she'd always come to me.

They were still both looking at each other. I would have never thought that Lexi would ever like someone like Liam. He just seemed like a boring person who cared more about grades than having fun. I never thought I'd think about wanting to be in his place.

She moved even closer towards his face and their noses brushed against each other. I could predict what was going to happen next I wanted to go over drag her away from him but my feet wouldn't move.

I kept looking at them both through the whole thing I didn't even look away. I wanted to pull my eyes away but I froze. I never thought I would ever have to see an ex girlfriend kiss  someone and feel so jealous.

I didn't think that she would move on so fast I thought she would have left it a while. I only had myself to blame.

I'M SO SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY OMG I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT UPDATING PLEASE DONT HATE ME