Fate

Chapter 19

"I'm so sorry about Saturday  I can't believe I said that to Liam" Charlie had her head in her hands after what I had told her.

"Don't worry I'm used to you being a bitch when you're drunk and he didn't believe you anyway" I replied which earned me a glare from Charlie.

"Are you comming to the match on Saturday?" Harry asked while chomping on his sandwich.

"What match" me and Charlie said in unison.

"My first football match" he said grinning and I could see a little dimple on each of his cheeks.

I hadn't been to a football match since me and Louis had split up. It would seem weird going and not cheering him on but Harry instead. I did want to go and support Harry and I knew that Niall and Liam would be playing too.

"Ok I'll be there" I said and Harry's grin got even wider.

"Thanks it means so much. I'm looking forward to psychology next and I bet Zayn is too" I playfully hit his arm maybe slightly too hard as it made a red mark.

"You can sit between us I'm not sitting next to him." I hadn't seen him since his fight with Louis. Everyone had said he looked way worse than Louis but I was hoping by now that most of his brusies would have healed.

I made Harry come with me early to psychology so he could sit in Zayn's seat before he got there. On the board it read 'The Electra and Oedipus complex'.

Zayn didn't look as bad as I'd imagined him to look. I was thankful for that as I felt guilty that Louis had hurt him so badly. He sat next to Harry without saying a word to either of us and got out his textbooks.

"So today we are learning about Freud's theory of gender development" The teacher said "Freud stated that girls went through the Electra complex. When girls were little they experienced penis envy and wished they had one. They also wanted to marry their father" I tried to keep a straight face my teacher was starring right at me. It was very hard seeing as Harry was snickering next to me.

I nudged him to make him stop but it only made him laugh harder. He whispered into my ear "I bet you wanted a penis" I ignored him but then I thought about it and I remembered that when I was little I was jealous of my brothers as I wished I had a penis.

"I knew it" he said pointing to my cheeks. I didn't even realise I was bulshing which was a complete giveaway. "I understand why you want one they're great" he said and started snickering again.

"Shut it Styles" the teacher said catching Harry off guard as the whole class was staring at him.

When the weirdest psychology lesson was over I quickly pushed all my stuff into my bag to avoid Zayn  trying to talk to me. I walked out the room without waiting for Harry who was taking ages to put his stuff away.

"Lexi wait" I heard someone call from behind me I knew that it was Zayn so I pretended I didn't hear him and continued waking down the corridoor.

"Lexi wait" he yelled louder quickening his pace to catch up with me.

"I don't want to talk right now" I said.

"Please just hear me out" he begged but I refused to turn around and look him in the eye.

"She says she doesn't want to talk to you" I heard a Loud masculine voice say I turned around and it was Liam.

He towered over Zayn trying to intimidate him but Zayn just gave him a cold stare.

"Its fine Liam, just go please" I said.

"Are you sure?" he asked and I nodded. "Ok see you soon" he said and went off to his next lesson.