Filling Scars With Love

Thoughts And Memories.

I can’t believe I actually treated somebody that way, I don’t care if it’s Sean. It’s just not me. I really feel bad for treating him that way but he asked for it. He has been treating me like this for a long time but it just doesn’t feel good when you treat people the same or maybe it’s just me. I took a look at him. He was writing something up. Strange, cause Sean never writes. I thought he didn’t know how to. But the strangest thing is why he decided to come back on literature class, I thought he dropped it. Maybe he didn’t drop it, maybe he just didn’t want to come. It makes Mr. Mikaelson happier when he doesn’t appear though. And by the way may I say Mr. Mikaelson is being way too boring today. Not like he’s not boring but today he’s super boring. His monotonic voice made me kind of sleepy. Finally, the bell rang.

“Thought it’d never end.” Mr. Mikaelson said. You tell me.

I saw Connor whispering something in Michael’s ear and they both walked away. It makes things kind of easier though. I really need to apologize or I’ll never be calm again. I took a deep breath and walked through the class to face Sean.

“S-Sean?” I stuttered. He ignored me.

“I’m talking to you”. Still nothing. He kept ignoring me. Well, he’s a real douchebag but I have to do this.

“For God’s sake answer to me.” I kind of yelled.

“What Scarlett?” His voice was calm but really indifferent.

“I’m sorry, okay? I shouldn’t have talked about Jess that way. Sorry.” I managed to say.

“It’s fine.” He shrugged. “But don’t you dare talking about my sister that way again. Actually, don’t you dare talking about her at all.”

“How’s Charlotte?” I tried to avoid the "don't you dare talking about my sister" thing. What’s with me? Why am I being nice to him? Why am I even talking to him?! Me, being bullied by him for so many years and I'm even apologizing.

“How… how’d you know. Anyway she’s fine. Now leave before I change my mind and be mean to you now. I’m really not in the mood to hear you complaining of how mean, annoying and what a dick I am. “ He snapped. Oh, wow, I didn’t see that coming. We're actually talking like normal people, like friends?

“Scarlett?” I recognized Mike's voice behind me.

“Is he bothering you or anything?”

“No, not at all.”I turned to him and saw him giving a death glare to Sean. “We were actually talking, like friends I guess.”

“Let's go away from here.” He said pulling me closer and handing me my bag.

“Mike, please he didn't do anything.” I said trying to calm him down but apparently I failed.

“Why are you even protecting him Scarlett?” He said in an angry tone.

“ I-I” I stuttered not knowing what to say. I gave up and started staring at my feet. Mike sighed and pulled me closer. He hugged me in the middle of the hall and started whispering in my ear:

“Scarlett I love you no matter what I say, I just want you to be safe that's why I get angry easily.”

I hugged him back, not wanting to leave him. But what did I do wrong, I just talked to Sean? Damn it Scarlett you've been bullied by Sean. You're even afraid to say his name. The bell rang again, to signalize that it was Biology time. I just don't feel like doing anything today. I just want to stay all day in my bedroom, scrolling through my phone on Tumblr and drinking hot chocolate, obviously made by me because mom sucks at making it.