Filling Scars With Love

Mike's

A/N: All we have to say is sorry. Just sorry ...

But somehow I was calming down. Maybe Mike was right when he said we just needed a shower. I've fallen so much in love with him. It scares me sometimes to be honest. I feel like, if I fall too much and if he breaks my heart, I don't think I'd be able to experience love again.

What the hell are you thinking Scarlett?

I just want to live a normal day for once. I felt Mike's hand on my right thigh, stroking it slowly. I didn't mind, as long as he wouldn't go further. I didn't even know why I was so afraid of sex, like it wouldn't hurt me at all. Oh Lucy, if only you could be here, it would be so different.

“You know Mike.” I said after a long pause. “I think Lucy and Connor would be very good friends if she...if she would be alive. Actually, I think she'd make him change the directions. She was really pretty.” I said chuckling a bit. I felt the vibrations of him laughing, his chest falling and rising again.

“You miss her, don't you?” He asked me as he wrapped his arms around my tiny waist.

“You have no idea how much. Sometimes, I wish I died with her that night...just so I could be with her.” I said sighing.

“What about me then?” He said, his voice cracking.

“Mike, I do not deserve you. I love you so much, I've fallen so much for you. You have no idea, I'm so afraid of my heart getting broken again, I might not get over it and I...”

“Sh.” He said pulling me closer to him, making fireworks explode in my stomach. “You deserve me, I love you, with all my heart, and trust me Scarlett, I'd even start a new life with you, create a family, go and live somewhere else just to see you smile, trust me baby.”

“I've lost my faith in humans Mike.” I said, feeling the tears inside me. Slow and sloppy kisses on my neck were slowly changing my mood. I interlocked fingers with him while he was sending shivers through my whole body.

“I love you baby girl.” He said slowly stroking my arms.

“Stay forever, okay?”

“Okay.” He whispered and I could swear to god that I was feeling the luckiest person on earth.

 Some moments later I found myself crawled into his bed as he was running his fingers through my wet hair.

“Sleeping here tonight? You’re staying here, right? You’ll stay with me till it’s all gone. Two days, a week, a month, maybe two, a year, who cares? “ He asked.

“I don’t know, I don’t want to get back there, I don’t want to see him anymore. But…mom. She might get worried. On the other hand, it’s nice in here, I don’t want to move.” I said, taking a deep breath.

“Then just text your mom, tell her that you’re fine.” He placed a kiss in my forehead.

“Yeah, right. Shit, my phone died.” I cussed.

“Here.” He said grabbing a charger. “Plug it in.”

“Thank you babe.” I smiled at him.

He just smiled back and kept staring at me.

‘Hey mother, staying at Mike’s tonight, I might stay here awhile. How are you? Did that man do anything stupid? He came after me, saying some things I didn’t really hear but anyways I don’t care about what he says anymore. Call me when he’s not around, I need to take some clothes and books cause I’m not coming back. Well, you might call it a runaway but I’m just next door. Please don’t tell him, I don’t want to have to do with that man anymore. I hope you get me. I love you a lot. See you tomorrow mom. Good night xxx’