psychosis | soonhoon

09

It has been a while since Jihoon has moved into my house. My mom hasn't returned yet and neither did his parents. Things are getting weirder and weirder. Well, it might be weird for him but not for me. We keep bumping into each other when we do stuff at home and there was even once we almost kissed. He tripped and fell on me and it was just, so hard for me to not kiss him. Sharing a room with him might've been a bad idea but he's so innocent and all he doesn't think of whatever I think of. I don't want to scare him away with my weird thoughts about us every night. Though I think he's not that innocent cause he thought I did something to him the first night he was here. I don't know what to do now, it's so confusing asdfghjkl
Should I just be friends with him or-
My thoughts were interrupted by a loud thud from the living room. What if Jihoon's hurt? Did he fall? Hoshit maybe he did. I ran downstairs and saw Jihoon holding a thick book with both of his hands and crouching on the floor.

I ran over to him, thinking he might've fell just now for some reason.

"What-"

"There was a cockroach"

"Oh"

"Did you think I fell or something?"

"Well no-"

"I didn't want to bother you so I killed it myself"

"You could've called me"

"I can handle it on my own, I'm not a baby" yes you are. You fetus

"Yeah as long as you're okay" I said as he examined the dead cockroach

"What.. are you doing?"

"Observing"

"Haven't you seen one in your life or something?"

"I have. Never killed one before"

"Oh"

"Look at those juices, ew" he's such a child

"Yeah I see them" I let out a chuckle

"Soonyoung ah"

"Yeah?"

"Can you clean it"

"What why"

"Cause I don't wanna" this boy. I stood up to go get some tissues to clean it up.

"You're really doing it??" He asks as I nod

"Why?" Okay, what do you want boi

"Cause you told me to?"

"But why?"

"What do you mean?"

"Wat"

"Nevermind" damn this boy Is so confusing I'm so-

"Can we go somewhere today?"

"Where do you want to go?"

"The mall"

"Uh why"

"I wanna go buy some clothes. They're so old" He says as he looked down at his clothes, frowning. He can wear my clothes lmao. Wait, he's too smol. Gdi

"Oh wait, Nevermind I don't have to go to the mall anymore" He said smirking. Wtf

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"Soonyoung ah"

"What?"

"Do you like anyone?"

"Yeah, I do"

"Who do you like?" Jihoon asks with full anticipation