||Hey hoes I'm back ;)))) I won't be failing any subjects yIS I'M HEPPI. So I know some of ya'll want to hunt me down and kill me because of the ending in the last chapter, don't kill me I need to see Jihun and Soonyoung irl for once LOL. Anyway look at the bright side I'm bACK. ENJOY THIS CHAPTER IZ GONNA BE GUD (((: naw jk idk if it's good or naw||-Bread
"..Then after that, I went to see you in the janitor's room didn't I?" Thank god. (Gave ya'll a heart attack didn't I ;)))) hate me)
"Oh, yeah you did."
"I'm sorry I left without saying anything.. I promised Jooheon I would tell him what I dreamt of few nights ago" He scratched his head.
"What did you dream about?"
"Why must I tell you?" He asked frowning. He'd tell me anything, what's he hiding? I just stared at him, I had no idea what to say anyway.
"I mean, it's a secret. I'll tell you one day.. Please don't get mad at me!" He said as he hugged me tightly and buried his head in my chest. Ah, this boy. I guess it's okay, he'll tell me some day. "Are, are you ..mad? At me?" He slowly said, voice muffled.
"N-no.. why would I, hm?" I stroked his soft pink hair. I started rocking him back and forth slowly. The feeling was great. The feeling of someone by my side. I'm not lonely anymore.
This went on for a few minutes till he pulled away. "What's wrong?" I ask as he pointed to his surroundings.
"What?" I asked, confused.
"Why're we doing this in the kitchen?" He asks doing the weird pointing motions again.
"You're so weird. Let's go" I took his wrist and ran upstairs, leaving the undone dishes in the sink. I wasn't done hugging him yet. Honestly, I could do that forever. "So are you! Except that you're weirder." He giggled following me upstairs.
"Why the rush?" Jihun asked as I carried him because he was too slow on the stairs. I just smiled at him in response and planted a kiss on his nose. He looked at me confused, he's always confused so.. I ran into my room and locked the door before I put him on my bed. "Why did you lock the door, Soonie?" He laughed.
"What's so important that you left the dishes downstairs undone?" He kept attacking me with questions.
"Are we doing something lewd?" He sat up giving me a serious look when i took off my jeans to change them to comfortable shorts to sleep in. Oh my. Why would he think about that. I just wanted a cuddle.
"Oh my god-"
"Shh!" He suddenly crawled over to my side of the bed and put his finger over my lips. "He might hear you!" Wtf?
"Didn't you know it was sinful to say God's name? I forgot if it was Hansol or Jisoo hyung who told me that" He said seriously scratching the back of his neck. He looked so serious I laughed so hard I fell off the bed without fully putting my shorts on. "Don't laugh! It's not funny!" He did a pout and frown while folding his arms. "It was Hansol, he lied. He himself says oh my god and Jisoo hyung is the Korean Jesus. You should pray for him cause he'll treat all hoes that believes in him good stuff"
"Hoes? Korean Jesus? What?" Jihun was so confused he buried his head in his pillow, my pillow to be exact. "What's wrong?" I ask him while pulling up my shorts. "It's so confusing and complicated!" His voice was muffled in the pillow.
"It's okay baby, you don't have to understand anyway. It's not important."
"If that's not important, what is?" He pulled away from the pillow and facing me.
"Us" I crawled towards him and he seemed a little horrified. "Why? I'm not rEADY" he shouted in my ear as I fell back.
"What're you talking about?"
"What we're about to do.." He said softly.
"I was gonna hug you? That's what I was about to do?"
"Oh.." he said in realisation and his cheeks started heating up. Oh, he was probably thinking of something lewd. Why child, why.
"Sorry I just thought.. uGh" He grabbed a fistful if his hair looking a little frustrated. I took his hands and intertwined my fingers with his. "It's okay. Can we sleep?" I ask as he nodded. I got up as he stopped me. I was just about to turn off the lights, that's all. This boy.
"I'm planning to dye it another colour" he suddenly said and I just responded with a confused hum. "My hair." He said as he tangled his legs with mine. "I don't know if I want brown hair back or blonde."
"Want to try light purple? Something like uH what's it called, lavender?" I suggested as I could feel him nodding in agreement. "That sounds good. Thanks Soonie" He snaked his hands to my back of my neck and pulled me closer to him. "Glad I could help." I planted and small kiss on his lips and I could feel him heating up already. I knew he was eventhough i couldn't see him since it was dark.
"Soonyoung ah.." He said softly as he buried his head at the crook of my neck. I hummed in response. "I love you. Very, very, very, much and I will never ever leave you" He said, tickling my neck with each word he said. "Me too." I pulled him closer making sure both of our chests were touching.
Not long after, I could hear snores from him. He falls asleep really quick and is a heavy sleeper as well. But, I love him more than anything else. I felt so loved by him. Nobody has loved me this much before. Not even my dad, since he left me. Wait, he never did. He just treated me well. That's all. There was no love, just a little equality. Nobody love and hated me like how much I loved and hated myself, not as much as him. He loved every inch of me. Even my flaws. I loved his too. Well, I didn't think they were flaws till he mentioned it. I was happy that I bumped into him on his first day. I'm grateful I'm his first for everything. I'm grateful that I got dared to get his phone number. I'm grateful that I went into detention and all the punishments I went through with him. He barely says I love you but it doesnt matter, actions count the most. He showered me with so much love that I couldn't ask for. I'm just grateful that he is here and knowing that he will never leave me just makes everything better. I just, I just love, him. I was cold and lonely. Now I'm warm and accompanied, with love from someone I truly adore. I love you, Lee Jihoon. Please don't leave me like you said.
||oh and I was like scrolling through my album of jihun around a few days before my exam and I found this. I had to fangirl among less people that day and it was so hard. aPpreCIATE THIS PICTURE I'M HAVING SEKCTIEM THOUGHTS NOW I GOTTA STOP BYE WHY AM I LEAVING TWO AUTHOR NOTES I'M SO ANNOYING LMAO SORRY ilyall
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