psychosis | soonhoon

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"soonyoung, im going somewhere for a while. i promise i would come back as quick as I can, though. stay strong, I'll be back."

"do you really have to go?" soonyoung tugs on jihoons oversized mustard yellow sweater.

"it's important, they're calling."
"who?"
"i can't tell you, im so sorry soonyoung." jihoon engulfs soonyoung into a tight hug.

"you're not packing anything?"
"i dont need to, please be careful."
"i dont need to be, you should take care of yourself. what if you sleepwalk again?"
"dont worry, i won't." jihoon places a kiss on soonyoungs lips for a while before he goes out the front door.

"I'll be back soon."
just when the younger left, the older suddenly felt anxious again. jihoon was always there to help his anxiety but now he's all alone.

soonyoung crept onto the couch and plugged in a pair of earphones to his phone. he played the voice recordings of jihoon singing, apparently it helps him sleep so he does so.

oh how he wishes jihoon was here to sing for him, live.

he curled into a ball and hugged his legs till he fell asleep listening to his lovers voice.

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jihoon comes back home on the same day and sees soonyoung doing the laundry, unaware that jihoon came back.

the boy felt a sharp pain at his eye all of the sudden, he moaned at the pain.

"jihoon! i missed you! wait.. that wasn't there before.."

jihoon was worried, he didn't know how the older would react to his eyepatch.

soonyoung had no idea if jihoon put it on for fun or anything, he lightly touched jihoons the eyepatch on his eye.
jihoon flinches and unconsciously pushes soonyoungs hand away.

soonyoung stood a little confused and a little upset. he was worried too.

"im sorry." they both said at once as they both stared into each other's eyes. eventhough jihoon only had one eye in stare into, he found himself lost in his lovers eyes.

he felt sincerity and love from the smaller boy but he didn't know how and why but he was into his partners eyes.

his eyes were dark but twinkled, as if it was a galaxy.

"a-are you okay?" jihoon asks, then breaking eye contact as he suddenly feels shy.

soonyoung pulls jihoon into a big hug.
"what happened?" he managed to say out loud.

"nothing, im fine. i tried to come back as fast as possible. i promise, i did something good, i didnt do this for nothing." jihoon motioned to his eyepatch with a small smile.

"you did this?"
"well, i don't know, but its worth it. definitely."
"what's so worth for your eye?"
"hm, whats gone is gone now, at least i have one more."

"at least i can still see your beautiful eyes." jihoon tightens the hug as he kisses the olders chin.

"ah, i thought you hated being cheesy," soonyoung finally smiled.

"only for you."

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