psychosis | soonhoon

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"No I don't" cuz u lub him

"W-what?" Tru. I do love him.

"I ..don't like you, Jihun" I said as he looked really, really upset.

"But, I like you." He said softly but loud enough for me to hear

"Well, I told you. I don't like you"

"I thought-"

"Why'd you think I'll like you?"

"Oh nothing I just, I don't know" he said still sounding upset. There was awkward silence in the janitors room. I looked at him as he looked back. We made eye contact and man, it was really weird. We should really get out of the janitors room now but, I just didn't want to. I had the greed to something to him, I didn't know why but I really wanted to kiss him. He hung his head low, not wanting to look at me. He seemed really heartbroken. I dont know how to confess my love for him right after i rejected him. Well, it's true. I dont like him, I love him. "S-should we go now?"

"No" I didn't want to leave and I didn't want him to leave. The greed of wanting to kiss him grew more and more by the second. He reached for the door handle but I pushed him against the wall, stopping him from opening the door. I leaned in closer to him. "W-what are you doing?" He asked, sounding a little nervous. I didn't know j to express my love for him in words, all I could do was just stare at him. uGH JUST DO IT ALREADY. what? Kiss him you idiot.

I leaned in and pressed my lips onto his. I could tell he was startled, why wouldn't he be startled? It was really sudden. His hand made its way up to my neck and pulled me closer to him. The kiss was soft and sweet. I pulled away and looked at him in the eye. He looked back at me, confused. "Why-" I interrupted him with another kiss as he kissed back like before. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer, he deepened the kiss and this went on and on till the janitor came and caught us off guard.
"Ah, we're sorry."

"We're?" The janitor asked, looking rather confused.

"What?"

"Just go back to your classes before you get scolded" What does he mean, we're already super late cause of the long kiss. But who cares, Jihun suddenly pulled me into the washroom and pushed me against the wall forcefully. He's suddenly so dominant wtf. He then attacked my neck and we started doing some 'stuff'- ayyy ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Uh, shut up please. Whatever. He gave me a few hickeys here and there to mark that he's mine and I'm his. I looked in the mirror, it's hell visible uGH JIHUN WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO ROUGH.

I walked back to class with Jihun and saw people staring at us weirdly. The weird stares again. I hate it. They're always judging Jihun. Thankfully, the teachers are having a meeting so we didn't get caught. "Where were you?" Minghao ask as he approached me.

"Uh.." I didn't know what to say. I looked at Jihun and gave him a 'help me' look but he just looked at me confused..

"Well, I went to the toilet with Jihun.." I said as Jihun looked at me weirdly, the look that says, 'no we didn't'. Thankfully, Minghao didn't see him giving me the look or not he would have suspected something. "And? What'd you do?"

"We talked and laughed and kind of realised break time was over long time ago ...then here we are now"

"How can you guys talk for so long?"

"Well, we can. He's a great companion after all"

"Yeah sure you guys weren't on to something"

"It not like we did something.." I let out an awkward laugh

"Hmm. ..are sure you guys didn't, ahem" What? How does he know?

"E-excuse me?"

"Yes excuse you there is something at your neck-" Oh fuk. Jihun it's yOUR FAULT

"it'S JIHUN'S FAULT"

"Don't you dare blame him he's an innocent boi. You did this to him"

"Wtf nO"

"Wtf yES"

"Shut up"

"You shut up" he said as he went back to talking to Jun. Well I didn't do anything to him, he just happened to be so good at kissing and all. How'd he get so good at kissing though? I returned to my seat and thunk more and more, am I actually his first kiss or he has done this several times? I can't be his first kiss, he was too pro at it. Ugh it's so awkward I'm so, I feel like dying. If he hadn't pulled me into the washroom, I wouldn't be contemplating about the hickeys now. It's your fault, Jihun. ):
"Hey" Jihun said, breaking the awkward silence between us. I didn't know what to respond, I kind of ignored him. Ugh I'm terrible.
"Are you ..okay?" He asks as he caressed my cheek. Wtf where did he learn that. "Wha-"

"I saw Mingyu doing it to Wonwoo! Don't scold me" he shouted a little but thankfully no one really heard. Oh, tHEM.

"I once saw them doing that in the school's washroom.."

"Doing wHAT?" I raised my voice a little, he saw too much gdi he's still a fetus. I need to protect him from this harsh world.

"What I did to you just now.."

"So you learnt from watching?"

"Watching them in particular. They were really sweet together that.." he trailed off. tHAT WAT

"That?"

"That I want us to be like that too" he mumbled. He probably thought I couldn't hear him but, oh I heard him.

"About just now in the janitors room, I'm sorry."

"Sorry about?"

"It was so sudden I knew that you would be really startled but I still did it" I felt quite guilty, I didn't really want to scare him. He's the type that gets scared off easily.

"I'm sorry too, for randomly attacking you in the washroom. Now people are staring because of me"

"They've always been staring at us weirdly, they're just jealous. Okay?" I said as I simply pecked his nose. "Why'd you do that? We're not alone.."

"It doesn't matter if we're alone or not. I do that because I love you" I said as I messed his hair up and he glared at me, giving me the 'bish-I'll-cut-u' look. I pecked him on the nose again as he pouted.
"Cute." I accidentally said aloud as he gave me the same glare. He's just, really cute.

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