psychosis | soonhoon

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"Minghao. We need to tell him. Stop hiding"

"What do you think, Seungcheol hyung?"

"I agree. I know you care for your friend a lot but his condition will become worse."

"No!"

"NOO" Minghao shouted and woke up in sweat.

"Oh. Just another dream." He was alone in his bed. No one else was there. His friend's issue has haunting him eversince Seungcheol and Jun confronted him. All he dreams every night is that very scene that he can never forget.

"Minghao, please. Just hear us out."

"Yeah Minghao, we need to tell him. Stop hiding" Jun knew if he went on like this his friend would hurt more.

"What do you think, Seungcheol hyung?" Jun looked at Seungcheol.

"I agree. I know you care for your friend a lot but his condition will become worse."

"No! I can't! He'll hurt more.."

"It's the only way"

"Why're you ruining him?!"

"He's already ruined, Minghao. The deaths. He's sick. If you still want to lie you should stay away from him at least!"

"He's my friend! I can't do that to him. Yes, he's ruined so just let him live the way he wants!"

"Just, tell him the truth. If you don't, I will."

"No! You can't! He's happy!"

"Why do you care so much?"

"He's my friend, how many times do I-"

"Minghao, you should know that we don't want to watch you get hurt as well. That's why your boyfriend and I are doing this. Please understand us."

"I'll, I'll just.. I'll need time to think. Okay?"

"Good. We hope you make the right choice."

Now, Minghao just needed comfort. It was midnight. He couldnt fall asleep. He needed a hug. He needed love. But, none of that existed in his house.
"Minghao?! Why'd you interrupt my sleep? Please stop shouting at night before I-"

"I'm sorry, dad. I just had a bad-"

"YoU WANNA TRY AND DO MY JOB? MY LIFE IS BAD, NOT YOURS. FIRST, YOU MADE YOUR MOM AND I FIGHT, SECOND, YOU BECAME GAY, THIRD, YOU MADE US HAVE A DIVORCE. AND LASTLY, I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL I DIDN'T THROW YOU OUT OF THIS HOUSE. YOU'RE A DISGRACE." My dad- no. He's not my dad, not anymore. He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and punched me right in the eye and just left the room. It hurt, a lot.

"Junhui, where are you when I need you?"

Soonyoung's Pov

I walked down the hallways only to see Jihoon talking to a girl I've never seen in this school before. Or maybe I just never noticed her. I brought Jihun early to school today because I needed to go to go the library to do some research for an individual project.
I hid in the corner and eavesdropped at their conversation.
"So, would you do it?"

Do what? Why am I so late at everything I probably missed out 70% of the conversation.

"Do what?"