psychosis | soonhoon

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Confused, I looked over to Jun as he was just giving me death glares. Minghao heaved a sigh and said, "Jihoon,"

What about Jihoon?

"Soonyoung, just... I think you shouldn't be with him" Minghao slowly said before carefully while looking down at his sweat hands on his thighs.

"Why?" this is extremely weird. Why are they like this all of the sudden? I thought they liked Jihoon.

"Just tell him already!" Jun sounded impatient while eyeing me like he's about to eat me or something. it was scary.

"Yeah haha.. so ..the thing is, Jihoon hasn't been a good sport lately-"

"Goddamn it Minghao! He's not real! Why can't you just say that?" Jun folded his arms while glaring at me.

Wait what? What does he mean? He's not real? Whose not real? Jihoon isn't real? What the crap is he talking about?

"What the hell are you talking about, stop playing around!" i playfully hit Jun's shoulder as he got up and pushed me to the ground. Everybody in the cafe turned to face us as a loud thud could be heard.

Why are they suddenly like this? Jun has never been this aggressive before. What's wrong with Jihoon? Is Jihoon okay?

Minghao then tugged on Jun's arm and pulled him outside. I watched Jun roughly pushing Minghao to the wall from inside of the cafe. Jun started yelling at him then walks away, leaving Minghao outside on the floor.

What the actual hell?

I quickly rushed outside and held Minghao up as he gave me a weak smile. We then slowly walled to a nearby bench as he sat down and sighed.

"What happened?"

"Jun? He.. broke up with me."

What. The. Fuc.

"He, he said he can't put up with me anymore. I'm a mess, I admit, I'm high maintenance. But he told me he loved me, so what does that mean? Did he lie or what?" Minghao said looking up at me with red eyes, has he been rubbing them this whole time?

"He doesn't deserve you then, you're so nice and kind. You just need to be protected, if he doesn't want to do that job, he shouldn't be with you then. I know I can't make anything better but, a hug?" I say as I stretched out my arms as he quickly leaned into the hug and sobbed.

"I'm sorry, Soonyoung." Minghao let go of me and wiped away his tears.

"For what?"

"For crying, wetting your shirt, taking up your time, everything.. and for not telling you this for such a long time. I've dragged too much time, that's why Jun got frustrated. He's, he's not real"

What's going on? Jihoon? My head was spinning. I was so confused. Is this a prank or what?

"Who- What?" my voiced a cracked little, afraid that Jihoon mightve just been my imagination this whole time. Why.

"We thought you were playing some imaginary friend prank on us and we just.. i just.."

He's not.. real?

But he is..

He looks real,

He seems real,

He feels real.

My feelings for him are real.

He is real.

Minghao looked down, and slowly spoke,
"I've been seeing the psychiatrist lately, because I've been having anxiety, I asked her a little about your condition too. She says it's maybe like some kind of psychosis thing-"

"What?! I don't have problems Minghao! Jihoon is real! You even talked to him!!"

"Look, Soonyoung. I've never talked to him, I don't even know how he looks like, I just acknowledge his presence which does not even exist because of you, Soonyoung."

I swear this is a prank. He is real.

"You can't be serious-"

"Soonyoung, you need help. Please, just go get help. Go once to the psychiatrist with me, for me. I know you're happy with Jihoon but ..he's not real. it's not right. you can return to your Jihoon right after this but, he's not real. I.. just want you to be sane and live life like usual, I can't stand seeing people giving you weird stares because you're always talking and holding literally nothing! I know you're happy with him. But, you're.. sick. you're crazy. you need help. Please, just please Soonyoung"

I can't believe my best friend just said all that to me. He's gone too far, but then again he did all this and broke up with his boyfriend for me. How can a prank go this far?

I actually thought,

do I really need help?

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