S£ll Out

Chapter Twenty nine

A tear stained Selin followed the directions Malia had sent to her. Twenty minutes later Selin hauled her suitcase out of the car and walked up to the collosal house that stood before her. The double gate had a voice box in which Selin had to communicate with Jason to tell her to open the gates so Jason joined Selin outside and took her suitcase off of her.

Once they stood inside the spacious hallway, Malia thudded down the stairs, ran to Selin and hugged her. "What did he do?" Malia frowned as she held Selin's tear streaked face in her little hands. "I'll talk to you both in a minute but where should I put my stuff?" Selin asked.

"I'll show you." Jason picked up the suitcase and walked up the stairs with Selin in tow. Selin looked around the room Jason took her to, the walls were a light blue, the queen sized mattress had white sheets and a blue cover as well as pillows. A vanity mirror hung from the closet door , her room over looked the city when she stood on the balcony which had two chairs outside. A massive tv hung against the wall.

"Thank you." Selin hugged Jason and began to cry. "I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you and Malia." Selin cried in to his top and then she pulled away. "It's okay, I'm always here for you, you feel me?" Jason smiled.

"I got make up on your shirt." Selin pointed to the patch of make up. "It's cool but you know, you don't need make up to look pretty." Jason walked out of the room and so did Selin.

When Selin reached the living room, Roc sat with his arm around Malia. Jason crossed his arms. "I told you he was coming over!" Malia giggled. "Anyways, what's up boo, what did he do?" Malia pulled apart from Roc and sat by Selin on the couch opposite, Jason sat next to Roc.

"It all started about a month ago. I had gone to visit him at the hospital after coming back from the hospital my mom was at and a see a ratchet ass hoe sitting in the corner. She said he was her sister." Selin kissed her teeth.

"But his sister's are -" "Exactly. So when I tell him this, he said that she's his cousin that he grew up with and she's close enough to be his sister. I didn't believe him but I gave him three benefit of the doubt and then the hoe starts popping off so I put her ass in check and then he says she coming to stay with us."

"Girl,no!" Malia frowns. "Li,shut up and let her finish!" Jason rolled his eyes at his sister. "Oh I missed something out, he gave me an infinity bracelet, you know the ones that mean you stay together forever? He told me he loved me. Now, let's fast forward to this morning. I told him that she can't stay with us no longer, she got too much attitide and he says he's going to tell her to leave. I got up and went to cook.

I'm halfway through cooking when I hear a noise upstairs so I go to check it out and I see her pushing herself on him, telling him how much she misses him and in case you haven't got it yet, she's his ex. Next thing I know she starts touching him and he throws her on the bed and they start having sex right in front of me." Selin began to cry again.

Jason began to shake his head. "And then, and then she sees me and she says to him... that bitch said I love you." Selin wiped away her tears. "And he says I love you too." Selin shook her head at the memory.

"So I go and pack a bag and then he sees me and jumps up and starts apologising so I throw the bracelet in his face and I start to leave when this smug flat ass,fake titty bitch walks out swinging her dirty ass weave. I beat her up 'cause she was asking for it and Jayshawn sides with her, he drags me off of her and I kick him in the balls and walk out of the house." Selin said.

"You didn't deserve that Selin and I'm sorry you had to go through that but you gotta trust me when I tell you, you deserve the world and more. He just couldn't see what he had until he lost the most beautiful person a man could want." Jason said.

"Yeah, he did you so wrong, I'm glad you smacked a bitch 'cause if I was you I would've been playing whack a mole with a bitches head. By the time I was done with her ass,she would be a bald ass hoe." Malia nodded her head and smacked her lips.

"You really kicked him in his balls?" Roc raised an eyebrow,Selin nodded her head and laughed through her tears. "He didn't learn from when you punched me, he shouldn't have learned not to mess with you!" Roc smirked.

"Shit!" Selin jumped up. "What?" Malia asked. "I don't remember if I turned off the stove before I went upstairs." Selin began to laugh. "But for real, I'm hungry." Selin smiled. "So am I." Malia pouted as she looked at Roc and Jason.

"Fine, we'll get food but we're eating whatever Jace and I want." Roc stood up and walked out of the door. "We'll be back soon." Jason walked out too.

"Mali?" Selin sighed. "Yeah boo?" Malia replied. "Is it bad that,even though he's done all of this,I still want him by my side?" Selin looked down. "No, it's alright but if he comes here, begging for you, would you take him back?" Malia questioned.

"No, not straight away. He hurt me and he doesn't even realise the full extent of his actions because he thought with his dick and not his head." Selin blinked away a tear. "But I still love him, you know? I want him to tell me it was all a mistake, that I'm the one he wants but I don't know if I would take him back right now. My first thought is to beat his ass and make him hurt like I am."

"I don't think he'd do it again though but boo, I'm gonna support your decision." Malia shrugged.

"Mali,I just don't know anymore. I really don't know."