S£ll Out

Chapter Thirty

Character recap above

Selin was halfway through her kebab, she was joking and laughing with Roc, Malia and Jason when her phone started ringing. Selin stood up, looked at the caller id and sighed. "I'll be back."

Selin walked in to the hallway and pressed accept. "Jay-" "This isn't Jayshawn bitch, it's Stefani. I just wanted you to know, after you left, we went another couple times. He had me hitting notes higher than opera singer and its fine if you still want him. I just want you to know that he was mine first, I mean, momma told me to give my used things to charity when I was done with them. I hope you enjoy my sloppy seconds." With that m Stefani hung up the phone.

Selin scrunched her fists up in to a ball, being mindful to watch her temper since she was a guest in this house. She redialled Jayshawn's number, on the third ring, someone picked up. "Listen here you little rat faced, crusty ass-" "Selin,what are you talking about?" Jayshawn asked.

"That stupid hoe of yours just told me that you're still messing with her. In case I didn't get the message across earlier, I'm done with you." Selin fought back tears. "Selin, you don't mean that, it's just the anger talking." Jayshawn pleaded.

"I don't care who's talking, you hurt me and I won't tolerate that. We're through, on a break, whatever you want to call it. I just don't want to see you for at least a week or two." Selin shrugged. "You don't mean-"

"Stop telling me what I do and don't mean! You should be happy,I'm not holding you back anymore. You're free to get with whoever you want to get with. I hope our relationship was worth ruining." Selin pulled the phone away and was about to hang up before she put it back to her ear.

"One more thing." Selin smiled. "What is it?" Jayshawn questioned. "If that bch calls me again, I will personally drive over to wherever she's at and beat the skit out of her. Let her know my ass don't play, I got hands for days and I'm not afraid to slap a bch." Selin hung up the phone and walked back to her food.

"You good?" Roc asked. "I'm Gucci." Selin smiled. "I broke up with him, he can do what he pleases and I already told him that he has to give me at least a week to collect my thoughts." Selin shrugged.

"I'm gonna go now, see you soon." Roc stood up and kissed Malia. "Malia, go!" Selin giggled. "Are you sure?" Malia grinned. "Look, you're my girl. I can see you want to go and I'm not going to get in the way. Girl, go and get that-" Selin looked up and heard Jason clear his throat. "Get that ass in the car..." Selin looked down.

Jason began to laugh. "Yo,look after my little sister. She's the only one I have." Jason sighed as Malia walked out the house. "I'll look after her." Roc nodded and walked out. "Aww Jace,that's so sweet!" Selin smiled.

Selin stood up and began to walk in to the living room when she walked in to the door. Jason began laughing. "Did you not see the door?" Jason chuckled, Selin pouted. "It hurts!"

"What hurts?" Jason frowned. "My head went doop against the wall!" Selin hit her head on her hand. "You're deadass? Your head really went doop?" Jason began to chuckle. "I'm gonna have a big ass coco tomorrow!" Selin giggled.

"Come here, let me see." Jason said,Selin stood in front of him as he pulled her close. "You see?" Selin whined. Jason bent his head so he could see when Selin stretched up and kissed him.

"Selin-" Selin cut him off by shaking her head and kissing him again. "I can't act like I don't want you right now." Selin whispered in his ear. "Selin, I can't be with you. I want to but I can't." Jason sighed. "One night. One night only." Jason picked her up, she wrapped her legs around his waist.

Jason laid her on his bed, Selin grabbed his meat with one hand, unzipping his jeans and taking them off of him so she could feel him better. Jason took off Selin's clothes,leaving her in just her underwear and looked at her body.

Jason began kissing her when he let out a sigh and stood up. "I can't Selin, I'm sorry. I can't be with you for just one night, you're everything I've ever wanted and more. I couldn't be with you tonight and act like nothing happened Selin because you make me feel some type of way and I can't hide it anymore.

I hate myself for liking you because Jayshawn's my friend and I just don't know what to do anymore." Jason put a hand on his head, Selin put on her shirt and ripped jeans and walked over to him.

"I'm not asking you to choose between Jay and I but you have to keep it a hundred with me." Jason looked Selin in the eyes.

"I-I feel some way for you too." Selin didn't break eye contact. "But you still love him." Jason nodded his head.

"I don't want to ask you who you would pick because I'm scared of the truth." Jason shrugged. "Goodnight Selin." Jason kissed her forehead.

"Goodnight Jason." Selin walked in to the guest bedroom and threw herself on to the bed.

An: I can't update until I know what you readers want! #Team Jason or #Team Jayshawn?