Love Yourself

Chapter 11

June 2017

After seeing Sophia yesterday, she was coming over to finally meet her nephew. Cohen and I were still not speaking since we got into another fight yesterday. I understand why he's angry, but I really would like to go back to somewhat normal.

"Momma." I yelled for her. She came in and stood next to me.

"Sophia is coming over."

"Awe, my two grandsons get to meet."

"Does anyone know I'm home?"

"No. I didn't know how you wanted to go about that."

"Maybe I'll go see Aunt Sean and Uncle Elliot tonight, and go see nana and poppa tomorrow."

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"Would you?"

"Of course." I smiled giving her a side hug.

"Come here little man." I kissed his forehead before handing him off to my mom. I heard the door bell go off making me smile.

"Looks like your aunt Sophia is here."

I walked to the front door opening it up for her.

"Hi!"

"Hi!" She set the car seat down, before quickly wrapping her arms around me.

"Gosh, it's so surreal that your home."

"I know I still can't believe it." We pulled apart and she picked up the car seat bringing it to the living room. Little Jake was still asleep, so I didn't want to bother him.

"Where's my nephew?" She smiled.

"Mom has him."

"Mom I want to see my nephew." She yelled to our mom, while she came in carrying my little man.

"Colin, meet your aunt Sophia." She smiled handing him to her.

"Gosh he's so cute. Hi Colin."

"Thank you."

"I can see you in him."

"I see more my dad and just a little of his dad."

"I've never seen a picture of him."

"I'll show you one in a little bit." She nodded looking down at Colin.

"I can't believe my two little girls both have their own little boy's."

Jake stirred in his car seat, so I pulled him out.

"Jake, this is your cousin Colin."

"Before you know it, they will hbe running around together." The boy's ended up getting switched since they were both hungry. I sighed kissing his little forehead. I'm so thankful for this little boy.

After spending time with my sister and nephew, my mom and I are at my aunts. I pulled Colin out, laying him against my chest.

"Ready?"

"Yea." She smiled, taking my hand as we walked up to the door. She rang the doorbell, while I looked down at my little boy. He was curled up against my chest, just snoozing away. The door opened, revealing Sean.

"Ellie." She gasped.

"Hi." I smiled nervously. She came over, wrapping her arms around me.

"And who is this little one?"

"This is my little boy Colin."

"You're a mommy?" She looked at me and I smiled nodding my head.