Love at War

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

I couldn't believe what I was seeing so I hugged him cause I was so happy he was home. For the rest of the night I just lied there in his arms. In the morning he was in a chair across from me reading a book. I ask him what time it was. He said it was 12 o'clock. I was shocked because I never sleep in that long. I was so happy that Jacob was home I went over to him and I hugged him.

I see John come in and I go and give him a hug too. I whisper in his ear "Thank you, for taking care of me."

He whispers back "Your welcome, I thought you would never be you again."

"I tried to say something to you but nothing came out," I say. "I was tired of life and I needed a break." I knew after saying this, this would probably hurt him, but I needed to tell him. "I didn't mean to shut you out, it's just it was complicated. I'm Sorry."

He said "I understand and I forgive you."

Jacob just looks at us like we're crazy, but I just smile at him. I get dressed and then Jacob takes me out to eat that evening. I was so happy that we could be going out again. We get to talk and laugh for one night and it makes me so happy. I think to myself how much I missed him while he was gone.

That night I had this horrible dream, that I was ripped away from my friends and that I had to go across the country to work in a factory. I didn't listen at the factory so they brought Jacob right in front of me and they killed him. I was so scared and sad I woke with a scream and a cry that I never heard before. I was comforted by Jacob and I told him what my dream was about, so he let me sleep in his arms again. I didn't know why but I felt so safe when I was with him. He made me so happy I never wanted him to leave me ever again.

The nightmare's kept on coming and every night I was comforted by Jacob. I don't know why I kept on having nightmare's. They were all about Jacob being killed and I had to watch. These horrible dreams made me realize that I am very lucky he is home with me. One night I was to scared to go to sleep so I just stayed up and wandered around and the next morning I found myself in the yard. At 3 o'clock in the morning Jacob had to bring me back into the house and into my room.

I felt so bad that every night he always took care of me. So one night I decide that I try to not have any,but that doesn't work. I wish I could do something for him since he always does stuff for me. One day I get a great idea. I decided to go back to what's left of my house. I was going to give Jacob a break, and not bother him anymore. I was going to live by myself in the house I grew up in.

After I moved back in I felt so lonely. That night I had a nightmare but wasn't comforted by anyone, so I went back to sleep. One night I couldn't take it anymore, because this house brought back so many memories, I asked John if I could go back to his house, and he said that, that was fine. After I went back I had a nightmare but I never woke up, I tried to wake up but I was never comforted by anyone. I woke up to someone trying to calm me I see it's John. I ask him where Jacob was and he said Jacob never came home. I told him that I saw him he was home a month. John said that non of that happened and that I was dreaming. I dreamed the whole thing up that Jacob came home.