Little White Lies

Alone

Blaine sat in the auditorium alone.

He began to play the first song that came to his mind.

When I was younger
My daddy told me I would never
Never amount to nothing special
He'd come at me from every angle

Blaine nodded his head to the beat as he tried to get lost in the music and not the lyrics. The lyrics hurt too much.

He'd say "You're the last thing I wanted the last thing I need
How am I gonna answer when my friends tell me
My son was kissing boys in the street
My son was kissing boys in the street"

Blaine was done trying. Everything he ever loved left him. His mother died. He hadn't heard from his brother for 3 years. Kurt didn't want anything to do with him.

He'd try to change me
Say I'm embarrassing my country
How could I do this to my family
Do I wanna grow up being lonely

He'd say "We've worked for our money we've put you in school
Is this how you repay us? Do you think this is cool?
My son, stop kissing boys in the street
My son, stop kissing boys in the street"

Blaine shook his head as he remembered what his mom had told him: 'You're worth so much more than this.'

Blaine wasn't worth anything. His mom clearly didn't know what she was talking about.

Now that I'm older
My daddy's hearts a little warmer
But he still wont hug me like my brother
And he still wont kiss me like my mother

He said, "You're a part of this family, I made you myself
But the way that you act isn't good for your health
My son, stop kissing boys in the street
My son, stop kissing boys in the street"

Oooooooo

Ohhhhhhh

My daddy's dying
And he's finally realised I'm not lying
We sit in silence but we're smiling
Because for once we are not fighting

Blaine's dad wasn't dying. Blaine's dad was dead. His dad had drunk himself into oblivion the other night and didn't wake up the next day. But Blaine didn't care. He was used to people he loved leaving him.

He'd say, "There was no way of knowing 'cause all I was taught
Is men only love women, but now I'm not sure
My son, keep kissing boys in the street
My son, keep kissing boys in the street
When I'm gone keep kissing boys in the street"

If only his dad did accept him. But he didn't. He'd used his last dying breath to tell his son how much of a disappointment he was.

And Blaine was done.

He doesn't need this. He doesn't need anyone.

Uh I can't stop updating this one. Is it wrong that I'm obsessed with my own fic?

Well I'm obsessed with writing this fic.

And this song means so much to me. It helped me through some tough times even if it is rlly sad song... Anyway, I definitely recommend it to anyone who hasn't heard it.

The song used was 'Boys In The Street' by Greg Holden.