Never Say Goodbye (Sequel To NSN. Twilight Fanfic)

Chap Twenty

Chapter Twenty

BPOV

They came in hesitantly. Esme appeared first but Rose was quickly behind her, her eyes locked on the twins right away.

"You can pick them up, just make sure you support their heads."

I watched as Rose looked at my children, her eyes glowed while a smile graced her face, making her even more beautiful to the eye of that was possible. My son was closest to her so she gently reached in and slowly lifted him out of his small crib.

Esme caught my attention as she came over to me. She gave me a motherly hug, said a few soft words, and then joined Rose in the cooing at Ezra and Charley. My pink bundle started squirming in Esme's arms before letting out a high pitched cry.

"Oh! Shhh, it's okay. Grandmas got you." Esme tried settling her down but my territorial instincts were kicking in as she cried. I tired pushing them back but it didn't work very well.

Something to work on in the future if I wanted my children to have her family around.

"Here, she's just hungry." Grandma handed her over and I clutched her to my chest, just breathing her in. We both calmed immediately.

"She knows who her mother is." Rose said with a longing I understood. "Your going to be an amazing mother."

I quickly smiled at her before baring my breast for her before draping a light baby blanket over her while she fed so I didn't disturb anyone if they came in.

"I hope so but at the same time I'm scared to even be alone with them incase I mess up somehow." I peeked down to check on my daughter. Her eyes were closed and her tiny hand was trying to grip my breast. The love I felt for her in that one moment left me breathless and in awe. I made this, with help of course, and that just blew my mind. I truly felt as if I would combust from the love I felt. I also felt fear, what challenges would they have to face in life? Would they feel different from others, being half vampire and half Shifter? My children were not human at all and would never be able to experience the world like humans do.

I sighed and then laughed slightly. My hormones were running up and down my inner walls and I was very sure Jasper could feel my emotions from wherever he was.

***

I was released the next day.

Going back to the house I used to share with my father was a little strange but comforting. Memories rushed to my mind. Moving in the first time after Renée kicked me out. Finding my father murdered in his room. Nile trying to kill me. Finding out I was pregnant and then coming home with said children. Some how it was full circle. Charlie brought me here when I was baby and now this is where my own children would grow up. Hopefully no one would try to kill me and then try to kill my kids. I didn't want that type of full circle for them. Happy memories only.

Edward and I talked about where they would sleep once I was discharged from the hospital. I had to remind him that, despite them being half his, we were not together so they would be coming home with me. I would fight him tooth and nail before I let him take them to his home. I would allow them to visit with their family but he wasn't keeping them.

At least not until we worked out a plan and I could trust him again.

Robin and Randy were godsends. They cleaned up the accumulated dust, found my old crib, and baby proofed the house. I couldn't have been more thankful. When I asked which room the crib was in I was told they set everything up in my fathers old room.

When I first stepped up to the door I had a momentary panics attack. The last time I did this I found my father dead on the other side. A hand on my arm urged me on and I passed the threshold, pulled from the past and in my new future.