I'm in danger? Our babys in danger? Can things possibly get any worse right now? I can feel my anxiety growing bigger and bigger. I dont want to be living in fear especially when i'm pregnant, i dont want any of us to live like this. Jake and Elijah-James are my world and it hurts to think that they could come to any harm, why cant the pack just accept that my Jake doesnt want to be a part of them anymore?
"Babe, come on lets get inside its freezing out here" Jake breaks the silence.
I unlock the door to the smell of home hitting me in my face, am I willing to run from this and leave everything I ever wanted behind? No, no I wasnt just like i wasnt ready for any of this, the pregnancy, the relationship and the responsibilities I wasnt ready for any of it. Which leaves me wondering am I really good enough to be with Jake and have our baby boy, I bring so much danger to them both because its clear that jake wasnt supposed to be with a human and be most certainly wasnt ready to have a baby with me.
"Im going to bed" I sigh.
"Okay babe, I'll be right up"
I nod in acceptance maybe its best that me and Elijah-James left and came back when it was safe to walk the streets, I dont want to hurt him but sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. Over thinking really does take all the energy from you, I take of my shoes and my jacket and lay down on the king-size bed which me and Jake usually share. I just have to keep telling myself that we will get through this because we're stronger than what we make out sometimes, maybe we have to be prepared for the worst.
Jakes p.o.v
I'm not willing to put my family in danger, there is no way that my father or my mom will allow this to go forward. They're the leaders for gods sake, why would they do this to me they have to wake up and face reality sometime in their lives. I take out the phone from my back pocket and scroll through the contacts until my finger hovers over my mom's. I stand staring at it for what seems like hours, I dont know why I'm so scared of them they're my parents and surely they wont hurt me or harm anyone that I care about.
"Hello" my moms voice screeches down the phone.
"Mom how could you do this to me?"
"Oh son if only you could ever understand that she just isnt good enough for you, its absolutley disgracful to this family that you could even be with someone like her or have anything to do with that child" she pauses "shes carrying a mix between us and humans J, if only you knew how dangerous they can be"
"Thats it mom youve officially done it, you either accept her into the family or you lose me for good. I dont want anything to do with that family or the pack so you just let your little wolves know that I dont want anything about that life anymore and you and father, well we are officially done"
She sniffles "Jake son, please dont do this your making a big mista-"
I couldnt listen to her bullshit anymore, shes really done enough. My girlfriend is currently upstairs worried sick about my babys safety and whilst shes at her most vulnerable you'd think they would just accept that I'm happy.
Okay so this guys is my shortest chapter yet, its just a fill in dont worry. I'm currently working on another story (fanfic) which I hope to ser you all viewing when its published.
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Alphas Baby(#wattys2016)
Genç KurguIn this hot new arrival on wattpad, will love be able to conquer all? Jake and Lacey have to fight to stay together, will the birth of there son fix it? Elijah-james isnt as ordinary as you and I but he will do anything to protect his parents.