(A/N commenttttt it motivates meeeee)
Kit and I relax for a while as we wait for Mom and Dad to get home. More Spongebob and movies as usual. The only unusual part is that she won't shut up about Scott.
"I saw him at the animal shelter again! Ughhh he's just so perfect! So sweet and kind, and not only to me but to you as well! What do you think of him? Please be honest babe I really want to know!"
What do I think of him, exactly? He's fucking hot. Kit is a lucky little bitch. If I ever see him kiss her I don't know if I'll throw up or get extremely jealous or maybe both. Why did he have to decide to date someone? Does he need a cover up that bad? I think he should've just waited it out. Then maybe we could've met while he was single. But no. We met after he started dating my best friend. I wish she could be one of the little bitches at school. Then, I honestly could've taken him without feeling bad, though I doubt he would want me. I don't really feel a romantic attraction to him right now, but I sure as hell feel a sexual attraction. He sounds masculine when he moans, I can tell even though I heard it from the other floor of my house. I hope Kit never hears that. If she does, I hope she fucking appreciates hearing it because goddamn would I love to hear it again. And he's nervous easily. That became obvious the first time we met. He's actually a good fucking person, and that makes me feel worse for not letting myself feel anything romantic towards him. Because he really is incredible. I've only known him for a few days, but I hope I know him for a lot more. I also think he's an idiot. One for thinking I wasn't telling Kit he's gay only because he was buying me Starbucks. Two for getting a girlfriend before even starting school here and seeing the other options he has. And he's honestly just fucking ugh and I can't have him ever. And I don't know who to hate for that. That's what I think of him.
"He's nice." Kit seems disappointed in my answer.
"Come onnnn Mitch you have to have more to say about him." She pouts while she waits for me to answer.
"Okayy. He cares about you a lot. And he seems sweet. So, I think he's a good boyfriend. I'm happy for you." I smile the most realistic smile I can manage, hoping I convince her. I really am happy for her, I just can't help but think of all the lies she believes.
"Aww thanks babe. I'm happy too. He's just so perfect. Do I think he's the one? I know that's crazy and I probably wouldn't know that for a while but who knows?! I've never met anyone more perfect than him but you! And he's straight so I have a chance!" I have to stop myself from cringing when she says this. "I hope you find someone this great Mitchy. You deserve it."
No I don't. But before I have a chance to explain that to Kit, the door swings open.
"Mitchy! We're hoooooome!"
"Hi Mom! Hi Dad!" I get up, running over to hug them. As much as I despise their choice to go on these trips and leave me here, I love them so much.
"Ooohh and my favorite little kitty! How are you darling?" My Mom seems to like Kit more than me sometimes. It's kind of cute. I laugh at the thought.
"Well I am exhausted! Your mother and I are going to bed. Love you both!" My Dad gives me a little hug before grabbing his bags and taking them to the bedroom, Mom following behind. Kit and I go back over to the couch, slumping down and closing our eyes.
"It's late."
"I know. I'm tired." I sigh, leaning into the couch more.
"I think I'm gonna head home, okay? I'll see you on Saturday. I'm gonna spend a few days by myself. Maybe a few hours hanging with Scott. See you." She gives me a hug before getting up off of the couch and grabbing her bag. I'm suprised she isn't staying. Not upset though. I would like to be alone with my thoughts tonight. I'll probably get the chance to sleep in since Mom and Dad will be.
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