Kill Me

Fucked up

I just pull him close and push my lips onto mine...

We stand there kissing for a few seconds before I let go.
"I gotta go." I say while I take a step back.
"Yeah, maybe that's better."
"Tell Dean and the others that everything's fine and that everything's going like planned." I say before opening the door and walking out.
I just grab a random gun from a table and walk back to my room. I open my door and directly close it behind me. Calum turns around. He sighs in relief when he sees that it's me.
"Can't leave without this one." I smirk while I hold up the gun.
"Do you have everything?" He asks while he grabs my bag.
"I thought so, let's go." I say while I open my window.
He hands me my bag and climbs onto the window. He jumps out and when he's on the ground, I throw my bag. He catches it and I jump after him.
"Let's get out of here." He whispers before taking my hand.


When we're back at his house, I walk upstairs and start unpacking.
I see that Calum followed me and is now standing by the door.
"Do you need any help?" He asks.
"Nah, I'm fine."
"Okay, well, I think that we'll eat around six." He says and I can see that he looks a little disappointed.
Why would he be disappointed? He freaking hates me!?
When he's gone I sit in my bed. What am I going to do now? I can't just take them down like this. That will never work. I also don't wanna stay any longer, but I have to. And then we have the Dylan issue. Why the hell did he needed to say that now? Couldn't it wait until after I finished this?
I sigh and finish unpacking.

When I'm done, I walk downstairs. I see Luke sitting on the couch and Michael playing a video game with Ash. Calum is nowhere to be found.
"Hey." I smile while I sit next to Ash.
"Hey cutie" He smirks.
Luke just grumbles something and Michael is too lost in the game to answer.
I watch there game until Calum comes back.
"Hey Lana, you're done unpacking?" He asks.
"Uhuh, can I talk to you for a sec? In private? I reply.
I just need to know why he's so nice to me. I don't care if it's because I uses me, but I need to know.
I see that Luke looks up from his phone
"Uhh.. Sure." Calum says while he grabs my hand and leads me to his room.
We walk in and he closes the door behind him.
I sit on his bed and he sits next to me.
"Tell me. Why do you wanna talk?" He asks.
"I wanna know why you're nice to me." I say.
He just stares at me for a moment.
"Why wouldn't I be?" He says scratching his neck.
"Because I'm the enemy! Or... I was.... Doesn't matter. I was the upcoming leader! You should be keeping me in your basement to take down Dean!"
"What if I don't want to do that?"
"What?"

Before I know what's happening, his lips are on mine. I look at him confused and filled with anger, but then realize that I actually like it.
Wait, what?! I can't like this! He's still the enemy. I need to take him down.
What for an difference can make one kiss? I lift my shoulders to myself and give in. I pull him closer to me and go with my hands through his hair. Suddenly, I remember Dylan. This situation can't be more fucked up than now....