Kill Me

Love does strange thing to you

I look upstairs and recognise the voice.

Calum.


Fear begins to boil up as the time strikes. Everything suddenly seems to go slow. I run past Dean upstairs. I hear him yell at me but I don't listen. I only can think about Calum. What if he's hurt? No, what if he's dead? My heart races at that thought. I try to calm myself with the thought that everything will be fine, but I know that's not true. If everything was fine he wouldn't groan like that.
My heart begins to race faster and faster as I run through the halls to his room. The door stands open and I run into the room.



To be continued >:)

Jk, let's go on



I see Dylan with his gun in his hands pointed at Calum. Calum lays on the floor and I see a red stain in his shirt near his right shoulder.
I see that Dylan wants to shoot another time, but I'm pushing him out of the way.
"Calum?" I ask in panic while I drop my gun.
"Lana.." He whisper while he opens his eyes to look at me.
"It's going to be okay." I say while I rip his shirt apart and put a piece of it against his wound.
"Push it right there." I say while I lay his hand on it. He nods his head before I get yanked away by my hair. I yelp in pain and look up to see Dylan.
"Look Lana, now you may see how he dies." Dylan smirks.
"No!" I try to struggle free.
Dylan points his gun at Calum.
"Lana, try to.. Be ... happy.." I hear Calum breathe.


I look at Dylan and see him smirk.
"Don't worry Calum. She will be, with me. Isn't that right honey?"
"Not in a million years." I spat.
He holds my hair back and pushes his lips roughly against mine.
I struggle and see how Calum watches with anger and hurt in his eyes. He can't do anything.
I reach for my knife and grab it. I push it quickly in his shoulder and he groans as he lets me go. I fall on the ground before I crawl to Calum.
"Lana.." He whispers again.
"Sshh, just hold it right there, I'll be right back." I say while I touch his cheek.


I kiss him on his forehead before returning to Dylan. I grab my gun of the ground and point at him.
"You've got three seconds to get the hell out of here and take every one of your pigs with you."
"You wouldn't.." He begins and but I cut him off by shooting in the door only centimeters away from his head.
"Wanna try me?"
"You're going to regret this." He points a finger at me before turning around.


I hear him yell something and in just a few seconds Dean stands there.
"Lana, come with me." He says.
I hesitate before realizing what's more important to me.
"No." I breathe.
"No?"
"No." Louder this time.
"Lana, you're coming right now." He points his gun at Calum. I step in front of Calum and point my gun at Dean.
"You wouldn't.." Dean almost laughs because of the shock.
"Dylan said that a minute ago before I almost shot his head off. Wanna try me?"
"I'm not Dylan."
"No, you're a bigger asshole."
"Lana. Enough. With me. Now."
"No."
I don't know where this strength came from, but I hope it stays for a little while.
"Lana, I'm done with you. You're coming. Now."
"No."
"If you're not going to follow me, you're out." He spats.


I stand still before he turns around and walks away. I turn back to Calum.
"It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay.." I repeat while I put a new piece of cloth against his wound.
"Lana..."
"Don't speak."
"You gave... Your gang up... For.. For Me." He brings out.
"Love does strange things to you." I smile.
"Love?"
I hesitate before nodding my head.
"I love.. You too." He smiles.
At that moment I see Michael and Ashton come in. They point their gun at me and I step back.
Calum lays his hands in mine and looks at the guys.
"She's.. here.. to help."
They look at me before returning to Calum.
"What happened?" Michael asks.
"Dylan shot him. Now help me getting him on his bed." I say while I get the sheets of his bed. I throw them on the ground while Ashton and Michael lay Calum down onto the bed. He groans in pain and I shush him.
I remove his shirt totally and push the with blood covered pieces in Michaels hand. He looks at in in disgust but I ignore it and turn to Ashton.
"Get some warm water, a pincer, something that calms the pain and a needle and thread."
I turn to Michael.
"Throw that away and get some clean towels."
When they're both away I turn to Calum.
"And you, don't die." I smile.
"I'll.. Try.." He tries to smile too.
He lifts up his hand to touch my hair.
I lean in and kiss him softly.
When I hear Michael come back I quickly pull back and he hands me the towels.
I lay them beside me on the bed and a few seconds later Ashton comes back. I grab the drink.
"Swallow." I say before pouring it in his mouth.
He makes a face but still swallows.
I grab the pincer and carefully lean forward to look in his wound, searching for the bullet. When I see something silver I carefully grab it with the pincer and pull it out slowly. I feel his muscles tighten but that was it. When it's out I lay it in a towel and look at Calum.
"Now comes the worst." I warn him.
I grab a bottle of alcohol and a little towel.
"Hold him." I say to Ashton and Michael.
When they have a grip on him I carefully push the towel with alcohol over his wound.
I hear him groan and try to stand up.
Michael crawls over him and tries to hold him.
"Where's Luke?" I ask.
"Downstairs." Ashton grumbles while he tries to hold Calum down.
"Dead or alive?"
"Alive."
"Luke!" I yell.
Luke immediately stands in front of the door.
"Hold him down." I groan while I push the towel against the wound.
When Luke has a grip on him too, I begin to really clean it. I have to pull the towel a little in his wound and that's what I do.
Calum yells.
"You know, that drink isn't really helping." He groans.
"I'm sorry." I say hopeless while I try to do it as fast as possible.

Finally I'm done with the cleaning and begin to stitch the wound. He seems to relax a little as I stitch it.

After a while I'm done and bandage it. Calum seems to relax and falls asleep quickly.
I sigh in relief and lay my head on Calum's stomach.
"What happened?" Ashton asks.
"We had planned on taking you down, because of everything that happened with Calum and me..
"We had a plan. When Dean gave me the sign I kicked your front door open and all people started shooting..
"I shot a few until I heard Calum groan. Everything stopped for me and I was afraid that he was hurt. I left everyone and ran upstairs..
"When I came upstairs I saw Calum laying on the ground and Dylan standing in front of him with a gun. I pushed Dylan away and ran over too Calum. Just when I wanted to help him, Dylan yanked me away. He almost shot Calum when I stabbed my knife into his shoulder. He ran away. Seconds later Dean came in and said that if I didn't follow him, I was out.."
"And you didn't."
I shake my head.
"So, you're not one of them anymore."
"No."
I sigh and sit up. I change the subject from Calum.
"How's everything downstairs?" I ask.
"Bad." Luke says.
"Can I look?"
"Go ahead." He nods to the door.
I look at Calum and hesitate for a moment.
"You can go. We'll call you when something changes." Ashton smiles.
I nod my head and stand up. I walk downstairs. I stand still in the living room. I hold my breath. Everywhere is blood, dead members from Dean's and Calum's gang. Couches are torn up and tables laying on their side. I step carefully over the bodies. I recognise Chuck, Maxon, Sarah and a lot more. I walk to the kitchen and freeze.
It's a lot worse here. Windows are broken, kitchen knifes in people bodies, but the worst lays on the table.


Charlie.


At least three kitchen knifes in her upper body.
I run to the kitchen table, not caring on how many bodies I step, and touch her neck.


Dead.


Charlie's gone...


I wanted to scream, yell, cry as loud as I can. At least, That's what I expected, but there are only silent and slow tears.
"I swear, whoever did this to you, will die. I'll make sure he'll be tortured if he isn't dead already. I'll sew him back together and cut him in pieces again. I promise." I whisper while I touch her cheek.
My tears fall on her cheek and I wipe them away from her lifeless body.
I can't stand it anymore and walk away. I don't care who else is gone. I walk upstairs again.


When I'm back in Calum's room I see that their still sitting there.
"Maybe it's better if we bury the bodies now before they're going to smell." Michael says while he stands up.
The rest nods and stands up too. I hold them back.
"Wait, don't touch Charlie. I want to do her." I say while I wipe the last tears away.
Ashton nods his head with a sympathetic smile.
"Thanks." I mumble.
They walk away and I look at Calum. Maybe It's better if I go help the others.
I walk to Calum and give him a kiss on his forehead before following the others downstairs.
I see them picking up bodies and begin to help.


We work for a long time and suddenly I see the sun come up.
I walk to the kitchen to pick up the last body.
Charlie.
I carefully pull out the knifes and lay the beside me. I lift her up and carry her to the garden. She feels a little weird, maybe it's because she's dead. I shrug.
"I'm sorry." I whisper before laying her down in the hole.
I grab a flower and lay it between her hands.
"Go ahead." I whisper to Luke and he begins to fill the hole with earth.

We all stay until it's totally full.
"I'll go check on Calum." I mumble while I turn around.
I walk into Calum's room and see that he's still asleep. I smile softly and decide not to wake him. I carefully check his wound and then walk back to the others.
I see them cleaning up the blood and Ashton seems distracted.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I ask softly while I help him clean up the floor.
"It's just..." -he sighs- "I really liked Charlie. I can't believe that she's dead. I just can't believe that all these people are dead."
"You liked her?" I smile.
He nods his head.
I take a deep breath.
"You know, she was afraid that you would get hurt. She really liked you too." I smile softly.
"She did?"
I nod my head this time.
"If I knew..." He doesn't finish the sentence.
"She was afraid that Dean would find out."
"I can't imagine that." He chuckles.


We clean up the floor of the living room. After that Luke says that Calum's awake. I drop the knife that I was cleaning and run upstairs.