Kill Me

Underwear

"About us.."

"What about us?" He asks.
"I don't think this is a good idea anymore..." I say carefully.
"What?"
"If Calum or Dean finds out..."
"You're breaking up with me?"
I hesitate before nodding my head.
"You slut... I knew you had feelings for Calum." He spats.
"No, it's not that! I'm afraid of him! I'm afraid that he'll hurt you!"
"Dirty little liar. You never had feelings for me, but I'll make you mine." He smirks.
"Dylan..."
"Come here you little slut. Let's film it together. Maybe I need to tie you up to my bed, fuck you hard against the wall while filming everything... And then show it to your Calum.. Make his heart break..." He smirks.
"You're sick." I spat.
He chuckles and steps closer. I take a step back and he chuckles again.
"How harder you resist, how more I want you.." He whispers.


I'm getting a sick feeling and run away.
I can hear him follow me and after I while I don't see him anymore. I hear him yell at me though.


"Lannaaaa, you can't hide for me. I'm going to find yooouuuu! You know what? If you come now, I won't be so hard on you... Maybe I should call Alex so we can have a threesome!"


I begin to run again, trying to find my way out of the forest.


"I'm going to make you suck my cock so hard, I'm going to fuck you in that tight pussy of yours and make you regret! And we'll all film it for Calum!!" He laughs


This is the first time that I'm actually afraid of him. He's sick, totally sick.
After what seems like an hour I find my way out.
I see Ashton and begin to cry. He seems relieved and I run to him. I jump in his arms and hug him tight.
"Lana, what happened? I heard Dylan yell..." He says while he sounds so relieved.
"I tried to break up with him but... He got insane, sick. He told me that... That he was gonna rape me and film everything to show Calum and.. And..." I begin to explain between my sobs.
"Ssshh, let's get away from here first." He smiles softly.
I nod my head and try to smile too. He gently put me back on the ground and we quickly walk away.


When we're back home I feel relieved and hope that Calum is back already.
I'm looking horrible.
I'm still shaking, my heart is beating like crazy, my makeup runs down my face leaving creepy black stripes under my eyes, my hair is sweaty from running and my eyes are still red, swollen and wet.
I've known Dylan my whole life, I just can't believe that he would do something like that...


"Calum!" Ashton yells.
"Yeah?" He replies casually from upstairs.
"Come down quickly!"
He comes down with his phone is his hands and drops it when he sees me. He runs to me and lifts me up bridal style. I nuzzle my head in his neck and he walks to the living room. He sits down on the couch.
"What happened?" He asks to Ashton.
Ashton shakes his head.
"I don't know man, she told me to wait, so I did. All of a sudden I hear Dylan yell through the forest, probably looking for her. About an hour later she came out of it, totally shocked and hysterically like she just faced the devil himself. She tried to tell me what happened but she was stuttering to much..."
Calum looks down at me.
"Get her some water." He says to Ashton.
When Ashton's away he lifts up my chin.
"What happened?" He asks softly.
I get off his lap and sit next to him. He pulls me close and I take a deep breath before beginning.
"So, as I told you, I was going to 'break up' with Dylan. Well, I tried... When I told him that I thought it was too dangerous he... He went crazy... He called me a slut and a liar... He said... He said that he.. He would fuck me against the wall.... And he.. He would film everything to show to you..." I almost begin to cry again.
"Sshh, did he hurt you?" He tries to calm me.
I shake my head and take a deep breath again.
"I ran away and he came after me.. After I while He lost me and he began to yell all kind of things...."
"Like?"
"Like how he was going to call Alex for a threesome... how he would make me suck his dick so hard.. How he would fuck me and film everything for you...."
I can feel that he is angry and that he rather kills Dylan right now.
"I ran for about an hour, trying to find my way back. I saw Ashton and we went home as quick as possible." I end it.
"He didn't touch you?"
"No."
"Good."
He pulls me on his lap again and kisses me softly.


"I'm so sorry babe.." He whispers.
"It's not your fault."
"It is. I never should've let you go there. I should've come with you.. I needed to protect you and I failed.."
"Calum, don't blame yourself, you couldn't know that he was going to react that way."
"Lana, after what he did I should've known that he would react that way. I should've been there for you. I should've killed him... I- I-" He shakes his head and looks down.


I lift up his chin and there are tears in his eyes.
"If you didn't ran away... If he caught you... If he.." He stops.
I softly pull his lips onto mine.
"It's okay baby, I'm right here, everything fine... I'm not hurt." I whisper.
He hugs me tight and I let him nuzzle his head in my neck.
"Where is Ashton with that water?" He thinks out loud.
"Maybe he forgot." I smile.
"Should I go check?"
"No, you're staying here with me."
"Oh yeah?"
"HmMhm, You're not going anywhere." I smirk.
"I laid some underwear on your desk..."
"NoooOoooo." I groan while I lay my head on his chest.


A little later I walk upstairs to my room and see the lingerie laying on my desk.
I hold it up and sigh. I could just cook naked, not much different.
"You like it?" Calum smirks.
"I hate it." I give him a face.
"Great."
"So, when do I need to make breakfast for you?" I sigh.
"What about Thursday?"
"Why?"
"Because it's Tuesday today so you'll have a day to prepare, besides I can send the guys to school."
I nod my head.
"And we skip school?"
"Yup."
"Okay."
"You're looking forward to it?" He asks.
"No."
"C'mon, With a little luck you don't even need to finish the breakfast." He smirks.
I sigh and he smirks even brighter.
He give me a long kiss before returning downstairs.




~Wednesday~


I wake up alone in Calum's bed and smile.
I grab the sheets and pull them to my nose.
I smile and get up.


When we're in school I stay the whole time with Calum.
In break we stand outside again and I see Dylan look at me with a sick smirk. I almost gag and turn away from him. Calum immediately lays defensively an arm around me and glares at Dylan.
When break's over I realise something.
"Calum, I have my next class with Dylan." I whisper.
"It's okay, I'll take ya there and I'll stand outside when the lesson is over. Nothing will happen, I promise." He replies.
I nod my head and walk to class.


I sit in class and Dylan takes his seat next to me. I freeze for a second and he smirks at me. I roll my eyes and try not to care.
The whole lesson he gives me notes with text on it like 'I'm gonna fuck you so damn hard.', 'I'm going to make you feel better than Calum.' And 'Tied up on the bed, I'm gonna be your master.'
It gives me the creeps and I'm happy when the lesson is over.


I quickly walk away and straight to Calum.
"How did it go?" He asks while he pulls me close.
"He passed me notes all the time with creepy things on it." I shake my head.
"Do you still have them?"
I nod my head and give them to him.
He reads them and I see his frustration grow with the minute. When he's done I can see that he's fuming.
"He's dead." He says while he walks pass me to Dylan.
"Calum don't!" I grab his arm.
"Not here, you're in school." I add.
"I. Don't. Care. I'm not going to let him threaten my girlfriend like that! You shouldn't be afraid to walk through school halls." He pulls his arm back and walk straight to Dylan.
"You creepy little pervert." I hear him yell while he jumps onto Dylan.
"Calum!" I yell.
I run to them and stop when I see that Emily and Taylor push Calum off and hold him down. Dylan smirks and begins to kick Calum.
No way.
I run to them and jump onto Dylan.
"Leave.. Him.. Alone." I spat while I hit him hard in his face. He falls down and I hit him a few times more before attacking Emily.
"It's nothing personal." I say before knocking her out.
I look at Taylor but he quickly let's Calum go.
I get off Emily and sit next to Calum.
"Are you okay?" I say while I catch my breath.
"Yeah, I'm fine.." He says while I help him stand up.
I look Dylan who stands up too. He has a bleeding nose.
"Feisty, I like it." He smirks.
Calum was ready to throw another punch but I hold him back.
"Awh, you let your girlfriend hold you back. How weak you must be for her."
"That's enough." Calum grumbles while he pushes me aside.
I fall against the lockers. I look up and just see how Calum begins to fight. Then I black out...