I'm having feelings for her...



At first, she wants to pull back, I can feel it. She seems to change her mind tho, because she leans in. When I let go, she pulls back. She smiles and bites her lip.
This is so wrong. I still smile, I can't help it.
"Maybe we should get back." She whispers, still smiling.
"You want to go back?"
"No, but if anyone sees us here..."
"Lana, you're in my gang now, you don't need to be afraid anymore. Besides, you have me."
"Oh Please, I can protect myself better."
"No way."
"Wanna make a bet?"
"What?"
"If you can beat me, I'll...."
"You'll make me breakfast."
"Okay."
"In your underwear."
"What?!"
"And if you win, I'll do it."
I see her think and then smirk.
"Deal." She smirks.
"Deal." I shake her hand.
The next moment she's on top of me.
"That was easier than I thought." She smiles.
I sigh and try to turn us around.
"Nu-uh." She smirks.
Suddenly she hears something. She looks up and watches the bushes.
"What was that?" She asks nervous.
"Probably just a bunny."
I see my chance and turn us around.
"That wasn't fair." She protest.
"Yes it was. We didn't make any rules."
"But.." She stops, knowing she wasn't going to win this.
"So, maybe you should buy some new underwear." I tease.
She grumbles something.
"What did you say?" I smirk.
"Nothing."
"You know, we're still alone in the forest, a lot could happen..."
"So you're going to kill me anyways?"
"Nah.. Don't feel like it."
"Well, now I'm happy." She says sarcastic, rolling her eyes.
"You should be."
"Why?"
"I thought you just said that I had every reason to kill you."
"I did."
"I can still kill you if I want to."
"But you don't because....."
"Because I like you, you're my girlfriend. I don't kill my girlfriends very often..."
Something seems to change in her expression.
"Maybe we should get back.." She says softly.
She looks a little sad.
"Uhh... Sure." I stand up and help her.
When we're back home, she runs to her room. I want to run after her, but I think she needs some time alone..
LANA'S POV
I run to my room and shut the door behind me. I lock it and sit on the floor. Now what the hell do I need to do? Why am I like this? Why can't I just kill him already? Why does he needs to be the leader?
Why am I not having any answers on those questions?
I wanted to go back to my own gang, spill everything out, take Calum down, and move on. Couldn't be that hard, right?
Okay, just breathe. I'm going to get through this. I'm just going to murder Calum when I have enough information. Nothing big about that.
Suddenly I hear my phone. I look and see that Dean send me a message. I don't want to answer, but I need to. It's a rule.

Dean: Come down here. You need to have some information by now.
Me: No, I don't. I don't know what they're going to do or when.
Dean: why not?
Me: because they don't trust me enough yet.
Dean: I give you two more weeks
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I sigh. Two weeks. That's never gonna work. I'm going to screw this up.
Then I hear a knock on the door. Calum walks in and looks at me.
"Are you alright?" He asks.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I smile.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, couldn't be better."
"Okay, maybe you should get some sleep."
"Yes, dad." I roll my eyes, still smiling tho.
He smiles and walks further into the room. He grabs my hips and kisses me softly.
"Calum?!" We hear Ashton yell.
He sighs and lays his forehead against mine.
"They have the worst timings." He complains.
"C'mon, let's just see what he has to say."
I take his hand and we walk downstairs.


We walk into the living room and see them sitting all together again.
"So, you guys do this a lot..." I say,, just to break the silence.
"Normally not, but one of us just got shot." Luke says.
"What? Who?"
"Aria got shot in a forest a few hours ago." Mike says, looking at the floor.
I look at Calum.
"Which forest?" I ask looking back at Mike.
"One pretty far out of town, about 50 miles. Why?"
I look back at Calum while my eyes widen.
"Calum... That thing I heard move in the bushes wasn't just a bunny, was it..?"
His expression changed into worry.
"Do we know who shot her?" I ask.
"Who do you think Lana? It was someone from your old gang. Probably wanna take revenge." Luke shot.
This was going too far.
"I'll be right back." I say while I walk upstairs again.
I walk to my room and grab my gun.


When I'm back in the hallway I see Calum walking to me.
"Where do you think you're going?" He asks while he grabs my arm.
"I'm going to Dean."
"No way."
"I'm going."
"No, you're not. You stay here!"
"Why?"
"Lana don't you get it?! You're not a member of them anymore. Now they have every reason to kill you."
"And I would love to see them try."
"I wouldn't. Now lay that gun down and come with me back to the living room." He holds out his hand.
".... No.." I run out of the house.
I hear Calum scream my name and running after me, but I don't stop until I'm at my old house.
I knock on the door and wait till someone opens it. Before someone opened, Calum grabs my arm.

"Are you... Goddamn.... Crazy?!" He asks while he catches his breath.
"Yes, I am."
"They're going to kill you."
"We'll see about that. Besides, I have you, right?" I smirk.
"Lana, it's almost 2am. No way that they're gonna open that door without starting to shoot immediately."
"We'll see."
I'm hoping that Charlie would open the door, but instead I see Dean.
He looks at me for a second before he sees Calum. He holds up his gun and points it at Calum's face.
"Take it easy. I just wanna talk." I say, pushing down his gun.
"Then what's he doing here?" He spats.
"I didn't ask him to!"
"Then make him leave!"
I turn around to Calum, but he shakes his head. I sigh and take Calum's hand. I walk a little further away.
"Calum please."
"There's no way I'm leaving you alone with him."
"Don't you trust me?"
"Of course I do-.."
"Then leave. If I won't be back in an hour, you may come here with your whole gang to save me, if that's necessary." I smile a little.
"Lana.."
"Please?"
He sighs.
"Fine, but if you're not back within an hour, I'm coming to get you." He points a finger at me.
I smile and hug him.
"Thank you." I smile.
"You need to explain something to me when you're back tho."
"I will tell you everything you wanna know."
"Okay."
He smiles before planting a long kiss on my lips. I need to pull him back and he grumbles.
"Calum."
"Sorry."
"Just go."
"Bye." He kisses my forehead before glaring at Dean and walking away.


I walk back to Dean and wipe my mouth.
"Why are you here Lana?"
" I need to talk to you."
"Unless you have some information, I don't wanna know it."
"One of you killed Aria a few hours ago."
"What?!" Dean asks while we walk to the round table.
"Wait... You didn't know?" I ask unbelievable.
"Now I do. Who did it?"
"I don't know. Luke only said it was one of you."
"'One of you'?"
"One of us."
"Damnit! I told them not to shoot anyone." He says before walking upstairs. I hear him bark something and within a few seconds everyone is down.
Charlie hugs me and I instinctively know it can't be her. She wouldn't kill someone, only if it deserved it.
Dylan doesn't do anything. I know for sure it's him.
"Who killed Aria?" Dean asks.
"Dylan." I say without looking up.
"What?" Dean asks, confused as shit.
"Dylan." I repeat.
"Why would I kill someone?" He laughs, as if it's ridiculous.
God, I'm beginning to hate him.
"Because you're jealous of Calum having something with me. You thought he would break up with me if he thought that I send someone to kill Aria." I now look at Dylan.
"Well, he'll find out the way I wanted." He smirks.
Suddenly something evil appears in his eyes.
"I would be careful when you get back there."
"What did you do?"....  

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